Fallin for you

november 1

aubreys POV:
i looked at harry and crinkled my eyebrows. i grabbed mickey and slowly approached the door. i looked through the peephole and saw hannah. i sighed with relief and let her in.
"hey hannah"
i hugged her. she smelt like smoke which is what she usually smells like these days.
"so we were gonna go make dinner, so if you wanna come talk while we make it?"
"sure"
she followed us into the kitchen and i decided id make raviolis with meatballs because everyone liked it.
"so whats up?"
"well-"
harry cut her off
"did zayn propose to you?"
"no he-"
"then whats the ring for?"
"harry chill out and let the girl talk"
"im sorry i just. anyways go"
"so me and zayn have been getting really close and sense it was way too early to get engaged, he gave me a promise ring. it was so cute okay so we were having dinner and he started making cheesy jokes then we started to watch a movie and he got up and got on one knee and said
'hannah i love you so much, no girl has ever made me feel like you do. youre perfect even though you disagree. id give you 1,000 reasons as to why i love you but ill give you 1. your hannah cormier. thats why, youre yourself. and no matter how bad sean may have treated you, ill treat you better and pick you up when your down.'
"he said a lot more but its too long and ill start crying. but it was perfect."
i was smiling ear to ear. if hannahs happy im happy. no matter if i like the guy or not.
"and i know you guys may not like zayn and you may despise him and ive looked over my actions and im really sorry, ive been such a jerk to you guys lately and i know i may have changed to a bad person but i swear ill change back. i didnt mean anything i did for the past couple of weeks, but zayn makes me feel like the only girl in the world. im gonna start a fresh start with you guys. and i swear ill try to stop smoking."
"hannah?"
harry spoke up
oh geez here come the 20 questions only 1/2 answers.
"what?"
"whats that on your cheek?"
"what one?"
"right"
"oh noth-"
"dont say its not something because it is"
"its a bruise"
"howd it get there"
"my-"
she trailed off
"hannah..."
"my mom! i couldnt go to the mall because she was mad at me for changing and she caught me smoking outside and she slapped me because i was back talking her"
i freaked out. hannah had the nicest mom, i couldnt picture her doing that.
"did you tell your dad? zayn?"
"i told my shower razor"
she said while looking down.
i rushed over with tears falling down my face. as soon as mickey saw me cry he cried. i pushed up hannahs sleeves and saw lots of cuts. they werent bad.
"hannah you cannot do this to yourself"
i sobbed on one of her arms.
"i dont want you to ever do this again you here me? anytime you think of doing that you call me straight away"
she nodded her head and hugged me.
"i dont care if i hate zayn. if he makes you happy then im happy."
she smiled and hugged me tighter. i got out of the hug and went to comfort mickey who was still screaming. he tried to wipe my face but just grabbed my cheek. i kissed him and saw harry talking to hannah.
"i think im gonna go talk to zayn about everything."
"hannah, bring zayn over sometime so we can get to know him"
she smiled, nodded then left. i hugged harry for a long time and cried a little. hannah cannot be doing those things to herself its not fair to her. i finished making dinner. it was quiet because i was upset about hannah. i went up to harry and i's room afterwards. i sat on the bed and thought about everything. this has been the best and worst day.