Fallin for you

chapter 53

aubreys POV:

why does she always do this to me? why cant she just be happy. it irritates me. i posted that picture of harry and said

'forever my #1 man'

it was eight and my mom called me saying she was here.

"harry come on its time to go"

i grabbed his hand and we walked out. we hopped in my moms car.

"how did it go? i stayed to see you guys on the field, you both looked amazing"

"thanks momma, but not so good. tori is so jealous of me"

"i thought you two were best friends?"

"we were"

"uh oh. dont worry about it. just enjoy tonight ok?"

i smiled at her and she parked by the party place. we walked in and everything was how i wanted it. i smiled. i knew people would be here soon so i got ready. tonight was gonna be amazing. or so i hope.

//

i didnt imagine having an anxiety attack. but i was hyperventilating.

"aubrey? whats going on?!"

sean said panicked. i crossed my arms over my chest and continued to fight for air.

"ill go get harry stay put"

he rushed to harry and harry ran over to me.

"shes having anxiety attack. baby what is happening. take deep breathes."

i finally regulated my breath.

"sean got in a fight with zayn and everyones fighting! i cant handle it"

"its okay love settle down, sean is fine now and so isnt zayn. ill keep them away from each other you have nothing to worry about okay?"

i nodded and he helped me up from my crouching position. i saw hannah on the dance floor with zayn. is that even hannah anymore?

//

me and harry came home and i had put all of my presents away. mickey started crying so i went into his nursery.

"mummy"

he said with tears streaming down his face.

"what is my love"

i noticed throw up in his crib. i felt his forehead and it was warm. his nose was also running.

"whats going on?"

"i think hes getting sick. can you clean the spit up in his crib and change his sheets? i gotta go take his temp."

he nodded and kissed my cheek. michael whimpered as i brought him downstairs. i took his temp. 101. i wiped his nose and looked for some medicine. i decided not to give it to him because he just threw up. he cuddles against my chest which he normally did when he was cold. i grabbed a blanket and put it over me as i layed on the couch. he slowly began to fall asleep again. i crept up the stairs and back into his room. i placed him in his crib and laid a blanket on top of him and kissed his burning forehead. i walked into harry and i's room. he was laying on the bed on his phone.

"do you think my anxiety is coming back?"

i sat and peeled this dress off.

"maybe, you were panicking earlier"

"well i hate when everyones fighting. its just awful especially at my party. anyways michael has a fever and a runny nose and obviously a stomach ache"

"he was just sick though"

"yeah but it is that time of year. we can call the doctors tomorrow just in case."

"so did you enjoy yourself tonight?"

"i did"

i said with a grin.

"i just dont get why zayn is changing hannah this much. when i first met her she hated me, then she liked me then she dated sean and we were close and now shes dating zayn and shes changing. i dont get it."