Fallin for you

plot twist wut ?¿

and then me and harry had a falling out. he still lived with us, but we didnt talk. now i know that seems impossible because me and harrys love story was a bit of a twisty road but i think it was coming to an end. he just wasnt acting the same anymore. and i feel like he wasnt feeling the spark i still felt. he was just acting,

different. my mom noticed his patterns and i think hannah and tori did too.

no more i love you's each night, no more kisses, we almost acted like a dead spark that i was still trying to keep alive. he had already blew out the candle and i had hopes that it was still alive, but how would i know. because the candle would be near his chest and his back would be facing me.

but as usual i wake up i make a coffee for me and him, he walks downstairs, he drinks his coffee in silence. thanks me for making it and goes upstairs. it wasnt like he was being disrespectful, he was being his usual charming grateful self. he said thank you after every meal, every mass, every ride somewhere, and every morning he would see my parents. but the usual routine began again, as it has been for three weeks and i decided something had to be said. a word, a phrase, something.

"harry?"

"not now aubrey"

he kept walking upstairs and i sighed. i tried.

my mom walked down.

"hey honey"

"hey mom"

"wheres harry"

"upstairs"

"honey."

"what?"

"what is happening with you two"

i put my head in my hands and softly cried. i lifted my head up.

"i wish i knew"

i got up and rushed to mikes nursery. as i always did. now im falling into a routine because of harrys actions.

i opened the door and saw harry in there.

"oh sorry i didnt know you were in here"

i began to shut the door.

"you can come in too"

i walked in and sat on the chair next to him. we were silent. it was awkward. i sighed and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"harry can we talk"

"about what"

i stood up and pointed to mikey.

"see this baby"

"yeah?"

he said like a question

"well its our baby. ours. and when we had him we were happy. what happened to us? everyone wants to know. i crave to know. i need to know why your acting like this."

"its so complicated bubba"

he hasnt called me that in forever. maybe im getting somewhere.

"i have all day to sit and listen to you. we dont have to go to school. i just need you to be yourself again. please harry just let me be in your life again."

"you were never not in my life"

"but youve completely shut me out. i cant remember the last time we've kissed"

"well why dont we change that"

he got up and passionately kissed me.

"but why couldve we have done that months ago!"