The Girl Who Fell Apart

Chapter 30

Get Out

Kumunot ang noo ko nang mapagtanto kong wala akong maramdamang mabigat sa kabila ko. Minulat ko ang isang mata ko at nakitang wala sa kama si Chaos.

Bumangon ako, still holding the comforter unto my chest.

I winced when I felt how sore I an down there. He had been pretty aggressive last night, and damn! It was just my fucking second time! Why does he have to be aggressive everytime we do it?

Tumingin ako sa paligid and my brows connected when I noticed the familiarity of this bedroom. I'm at his place. That thought alone made me smile.

I remember what I did and how I was caught up in hysteria the last time I was here. I was yelling and cursing him nonstop. The towel wrapped on his waist revealed his v shaped pelvis and 8 pack abs. I laughed when I remembered all those memories here.

Bumukas ang pintuan, revealing Chaos in his grim expression while looking at me. He was wearing just a plain white t-shirt and black boxers. His messy bedroom hair is still so attractive as hell. I felt myself gulp as my eyes continued to travel on his masculine body. It has become no doubt more masculine. I remember it being masculine before, but not as masculine as now, if I'm not wrong.

"Done checking?" Nakataas ang kilay na tanong niya, hindi pa rin nawawala ang pagkaseryoso.

My cheeks heated in embarrassment. "D-did you cook breakfast?" Pag-iiba ko ng topic.

Sumandal siya sa may gilid at humalukipkip. "And why would I, miss? Are you someone important to me? Loved the sex so much that you're fantasizing of us having a relationship?"

My heart dropped. His words were still processing on my mind, but my heart fastly understood what he said.

"C-Chaos, I'm back." Yun lang ang tanging nasambit ko at natahimik. I couldn't say anything.

"What does that have to do with me, miss?" He harshly said and continued to look at me sternly.

I felt a lump in my throat, then a thought came to me.

Right. He's mad at me.

I gathered all confidence I had and stared back at him. "I know you're mad at me for leaving you, Chaos. Just please hear my reasons on why I left you without notice."

Umirap siya at tinuro ang pintuan. "Get out miss, after you get dressed. Thanks for the one night stand, although I'm really disappointed that I picked you 'cause you're not good at it at all."

Napasinghap ako, nakatitig pa rin sa kanya. Did he just say one night stand?

"Didn't you hear me? I told you to get dressed. Now go! I don't want my fiancèe to see some whore walking around at my place." Nakakunot ang noong sabi niya. Like he was irritated having me near him.

Nanubig ang mga mata ko nang magsync in sa akin ang sinabi niya.

He just called me a whore.

"You still won't get up? Do you want me to drag you?" He said, obviously getting impatient on me.

With wobbling legs, I tried my best to get off the bed, and I did. Dahan dahan akong lumapit sa kanya at hinaplos ang mukha niya. He looked like he wasn't expecting it 'cause his eyes became shocked, but it's not for long, it became stern again. He removed my hand off his face and glared at me.

"Chaos. What have I done to you?" Mahinang sabi ko.

I'm a really bad person. I've turned the person I love into a monster I never thought he could be...it's because of me, it's because of me that he's like this. This is all my fault.