A Talk To Myself Paper.. But Online

A Talk To Myself Paper: Lucas

Dedicated to Lucas Reyes and the Reyes Family

Hey this is Alicea, taking over from Brianna. I feel really bad for Lucas because I really care about him and his feelings. He asked me out and then i rejected him, which may have been a stupid choice but he lives all the way in New Jersey. I want to see him and hug him (sounds cringey but idc). He also had a bad week due to other reasons that I'm not going to say. I don't know if he trusts to tell me things anymore, so I don't know if hes going to talk to me when he needs a friend. I really do consider him one of my boy best friends. It's like ever since we started talking, I have found so much joy in emailing him because I've never known someone who can make me laugh and smile so much through a screen. Most people don't even know how to make me smile in person. I always feel like I can talk to him when I need someone, because in some strange way he gets me more than like everyone else. I'm really glad Brianna introduced me to him, because if not my life would have been worse than it is now, which is pretty bad. I have had a really hard time trusting people lately, due to people always screwing me over and messing with my life. But its like, when I started talking to Lucas I immediately didn't have a problem trusting him or telling him things. I know he would never betray me, which is deep because most people do. I don't know if he's going to read this or whoever is reading this.... but i for real love Lucas and I hope he knows that, and I hope we can stay friends for however long he wants to, which i hope is really long. I can't wait until the day I meet him, which won't be until a while considering we are only 14.... but when I'm 18 I'm buying a plane ticket to meet this perfect boy, and I'm going to hug him so long he won't know what to do with me. Hopefully he doesn't find me annoying haha, but yeah Lucas if you're reading this I love you and can't wait to see you! <3

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Hey, this is Alicea again.... No I'm here to right about my friend maybe not friend, Alfredo? I don't really know where we are at the moment. He's currently sitting in front of me but idk. To be honest when Alfredo stopped talking to me, it really hurt but he didn't seem to care so it's whatever I guess. I still care about him (as a friend) but I don't know if he still does to me. He's a pretty interesting person when [she never finished]...

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So who remembers DreamBox? We supposedly get a grade for it. I wasn't getting those grades so I was like ok I don't need to do them. BUT apparently the teacher exempted me from DreamBox thinking I was in the smart group but... yeah.. he found out and now is gonna give me a zero out of ten. aw manz. 

"Be yourself; everyone else is already taken."

― Oscar Wilde

+Alicea left you guys on a cliffhanger.. oof. I don't even know what she was gonna say...