A Talk To Myself Paper.. But Online

A Talk To Myself Paper: Lucas and Joshua

I miss Lucas and now Joshua talks to a lot of my friends, ofc. 

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Anyways, Eating pasta in class? Sounds like Declan. Not me tho, I eat candy in class. 

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Ok so Lucas is in and out, He is like sometimes there, and other times not. He is always there when I am going through something but when I want to laugh he is not always there. He just goes POOF, GONE! But someone who is always there since we started talking again? Joshua. Well actually no, he is also in and out. But he is there typically when I text him. He might not be there right away but he comes eventually, like after a few hours. I am starting to miss Joshua a lot. I have one.. no TWO baby pics of him and Lucas. It's crazy how just last month, Joshua was never on my mind and now, HE IS ALWAYS THERE! I don't like him though, don't get me wrong. He isn't Tik Tok boy. I mean he could be a Tik Tok boy cause he has that comedy. Like just the other night, Joshua posted a video of him twerking (very poorly) to Dr.Phil saying "The Hoes are Laughing" (Remixed obviously) It was funny actually. Joshua isn't allowed any social media besides Snapchat sadly. He is only allowed snapchat cause his family uses snap. Other than that, no social media. Joshua got Instagram and a day later it was gone. So I guess Joshua can't be a Tik Tok boy. OH WELL! 

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CHEN IS MARRIED AND HAVING A CHILD??? YOU MEAN TO TELL ME HE IS PREGNANT?? WAIT I MEAN HIS WIFE IS PREGNANT!! I FOR SURE THOUGHT ALL OF EXO WAS GONNA MARRY EACH OTHER BUT CHEN IS MARRIED TO A FEMALE??? THIS IS SO SUDDEN AND HUGE AND AHH!! ALSO MONSTA X IS COMING TO DENVER ANd i might not be here. i might be in new jersey unless i change to make my flights for after. I CAN TRY! MY DAD WILL UNDERSTAND! I AM SO HAPPY! 

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"Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe."
― Albert Einstein

+AH IM BACK AND DUMBER THAN EVER!