A Talk To Myself Paper.. But Online

A Talk To Myself Paper: Carolyn

Have you ever reconnected with a friend from so long ago, maybe someone from you childhood, maybe your best friend, maybe a fellow classmate? Well I got to do it yesterday. Yesterday I reconnected with my friend from elementary school, Carolyn. SHE IS THE BEST!! Like she was my best friend. I missed her so much and when I found her Facebook, I was so happy. We got to talk and eventually exchanged Instagrams. I even reconnected her with Lucas. Although she doesn't remember him fully, its ok because.. well he didnt remember her either, smh. lmao, I am just so happy we could talk again!! She seems to be doing well.. Like better than me if you have read my last few chapters.... But I am just glad I got to reconnect with not one, but two of my elementary school friends. I felt old tho when I reconnected with both of them because it felt like I missed so much since I last saw them, Which is true, around 5 years have gone since I last saw them.. wow. Crazy. Ima go take my night night pills now, BYE!

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So at this point I think I am going to act dumb in this Spanish class because I understand nothing! I honestly hate this class and want to go back to my old Spanish class. We are expected to write in Spanish but idk how to. We have to do a slideshow of Peru but I didn't even know about Peru til like  a week ago! I am gonna fail this class, my mom is going to be mad, I am going to get my phone taken away and then there goes my social life. I am stressing out. For the rest of the class period I am going to act like I am doing work but instead watch YouTube. What really sucks about this assignment is that we can't use google translate. I USE GOOGLE TRANSLATE ALL THE TIME WHEN I WRITE IN SPANISH! 

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ok, I have this class called composition and its a writing class basically. Right now we are doing well.. this. We are doing free write. Perfect time to do a Talk To Myself Paper. This will be one of my easiest activities we do in this class because I do this already. Before this we talked about music. What I mean is we talked about type of music to listen to when we work. I typically listen to K-Pop cause.. K-Pop. They told us instrumentals are the best so you don't sing along but with -Pop it won't matter! Can't sing along if you don't know Korean! Unless you mumble... like me... oof.  I put on my chill playlist on Spotify. It is called "Hi Welcome to Chili's." I put songs in there aren't so upbeat, yk? So far I have listened to Beautiful Feeling by Day6, Playboy by EXO and right now I am listening to Epiphany by Jin of BTS. You know only bops on this playlist. lmao, I need more The Rose songs in my queue. OMG Dejavu by Nu'est W just started. This is one of the few songs on this playlist that have a dance but I promise I won't break into dance. I am always scared that when I listen to K-Pop in school that I might break into dance. It hasn't happened yet. Sometimes I start dancing without realizing it. It be like that sometimes. IT'S THE LOVE SHOT! This song is gonna make me dance and I don't like it. KEEP WRITING ME, KEEP WRITING! ok chorus is over, I am good til next chorus. OH CLASS IS OVER!

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So Lucas finally started school. I'm sad because out schedules will be all over the place. He is happy though because for him it means no more traveling. The way he described his first day was a little weird. He choose his schedule and he went in whatever order of classes he wanted. I mean sounds unorganized but still really cool. The time difference we have is gonna make this really hard to talk to him. Unless he uses his phone in class, we have to wait until he gets his iPad for school to email. Today he is getting his schedule so hopefully we have some free periods together. He might not have any free periods since he is going to a new school. He goes to Trenton Central High School. I heard its a nice but strict high school. I hope Lucas stays  on his best behavior or else he will get in lots of trouble. I know Lucas likes to ditch a lot or go out and eat for lunch. If he does this at TCHS, he is destined to get in trouble. Lucas also surrounds himself around people who will get in trouble with hi so the only people holding him back would be me an my friends. I highly doubt he will ditch the first 2 months but maybe in November he will start to ditch [I was wrong, he tried going out to eat the second day but got caught]. Lucas' birthday is coming up. This will be the first birthday I celebrate with him since 4th grade. This id had a glow up. He could pass off as 16 or even 18. He gyms too much... Since I am talking about Lucas, I just want to say how good of a child he is. He is living his best life, He has so many friends, good grades, a fun family. Can't relate. I want to raise my kids to live a good life like Lucas. AND JASMINE! Jasmine seems to have it all together at just 8 years old. She has grown up so much since I last saw her. She was a baby! Only three! Now she is 8. She does want to kill Lucas but it's sibling love. Lucas fears her though. She is so cute!! Like on the outside she is sweet and innocent but on the inside she is devilish. She is almost like Yuridia though. She is a dry texter and devilish. Still love her even if she is against Lucas. I just realized this paper I am writing on might get collected. Welp, there goes all this writing and thoughts down the drain... [jk we still here!!]

"Don't Let Yesterday Take Up Too Much Of Today." – Will Rogers

+LONG CHAPTER HUH? [Regular, huh?? -NCT] I am proud of this chapter. I got to talk about my friends that I care deeply about. It is amazing! Anyways can't wait to start writing the next chapter!