A simple joke turns into a lecture. Someone called Ivan my dad and I redirect. BUT NOOO. My mom has to turn that to a lecture. Like whenever me and Ivan are in public and someone sees him as my dad both me and him are like nahhhh. If Ivan calls Jebbeck my mom, My biological mom (Or how she likes to be called, my adopted mother) gets offended. But someone calls Ivan my dad and its ok. Hmmmm seems biased and fishy. Honestly I cant with this family.
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So my mom says I have an obsession with Kpop.. which she might have a point.. but what my mom doesn't know is that Kpop gets me thought things. When I first got in to kpop, there were times my mom would get mad at me so I would watch funny Kpop clips and I would cheer up. Physical copies of Kpop albums mean a lot to me because when my mom takes my phone or laptop.. I know I have the physical copies of albums to listen to the music on a CD player or look through the pictures in the Album. I have my posters that I rant to when I am mad or sad. Kpop is an escape.
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"Some people want to be alone and you have to learn to respect that." Omar said that. I hate myself. Why did I annoy him so much. Why did I feel the need to be next to him when he doesn't want me there. Why do I want to be beside someone that hates me. Why do I ask so many questions. He wouldn't care if I switched schools so I guess that's my safest bet at this point. I could have had so much fun listening to Big Time Rush but instead I decided to come over here and contemplate life. Damn he just asked me why I did that. Fucking mind reader.
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DUNK MIA ON LAST DAY OF SCHOOL WITH WATER! NO FORGET!
"Creativity takes courage" -Henri Matisse
YOU ARE READING
A Talk To Myself Paper.. But Online
RandomI always write stories to myself so I wanted to put them in to a book . The story lengths will very depending on the mood of the story.. I hope you enjoy.. I mean you don't have to to enjoy, not forcing it. Loll
