Second Thought

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I waved my hand towards the busy street hoping to get a vehicle. I rushed inside the cab as I didn't want to hear a single word from Ray.
Was it him who spoke to me before or this is the real him who just wanna get rid of me after having his part of fun?

My head was not working straight neither my thoughts. I kept my head resting on the window of my ride. I suddenly felt my hands wet then I realised about the water flowing from my eyes without my acknowledgement. I was angry insulted confused and many other indescribable emotions were flying inside me. I wanted to reach home. I wanted to take a shower. I wanted every trace of Ray off my body. How can a person listen to a friend of his and tell me the same when those words sucked? Specially after all what we encountered together? Did he explained any of it to him to make him understand about us?
Those thoughts choked me.

I kept my phone on silent but suddenly I saw the beaming light. I recieved the call it was Su.

Su - Hey babe! All good? Where are you? I have been trying to reach you for so long.

I caught my breath for a second and tried to talk.

Heyy... ! Yeah it's all good. M out a bit. Would you mind if I call you back in sometime?

Su- No. I know that something is going on. Why Ray is calling me so many times and asking about you?

Nothing is going on. I think we are over. It's my side of the story. Don't know about his.

Su- wo!  Slow down a bit. That can't be true. You are angry. Calm down. Take time. If you don't want we'll talk tomorrow.

I could only say ok.

I went upstairs straight. It's good that my mother is not home now. I rushed to the shower. I closed my eyes and stood under the falling water. The drops fell on my whole body. All the memories were playing infront my eyes.
Is he really talking about his friend or saying his part? I knew this is not going to work why I stepped into something like this?
But his touch, his words! The magical bonding that we shared?
Is that all a lie? An act may be?
Oh yeah! An eloquent and prudent man like himself would never want a girl like me to be his forever....

I opened my eyes. I was exhausted from the thoughts that came in my mind. It wrenched my heart. The pain was bitter.
I dried myself up. I had no strength to think more. But deep inside my heart kept convincing me about Ray.

I got dressed and went downstairs. Mother's home so I wanted to spend some time at dinner with her.

After dinner I took my phone to check emails also to see if Ray checked on me anyway. But there was no text or any calls from him. I didn't expected this at all. But I have seen Su texted me some screenshot of their conversation. It was Ray apologizing to her as he believed that dropping the bomb on me suddenly was a mistake. Su was consoling him and told him to give me some space for time being. With a little peace inside I checked my emails and set my alarm for the next day. I was too tired between my heart and mind, between Ray and my questions those weren't answered.

I closed my eyes and only Ray came in my mind. I knew that tomorrow I have to finish all my work but still I couldn't help thinking of him of us. Deep engrossed in his thought I went to sleep before I knew...

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