Vexatious Passion

After He Kissed Someone

I felt light when I opened my eyes. I tried to reach my phone but I realised that my hand hurts. I got up, sat with the support of my pillow.The fresh air was blowing the white curtains , the sun ray was bright outside. I took a moment to enjoy the beautiful morning.But it wasn't for long as soon as I remembered about the last few days. I was again back down the memory lane. I know shouldn't I said to myself. But I think it's not possible. My head hurts. I thought of not spending the day again thinking of all these. I had to go to work. I have to get back to normal. I have to do it.

I took a prolonged shower to feel better. I used the spearmint body wash to clear the dirt although the dirt felt like inside me. The flash of Ray kissing that chick came infront of me again again. I wiped myself off. The bathroom was smelling minty but when I sniffed myself it only smelt like lavender just like the loo of jimmy's. Jimmy's... mmmm.....right I know what to do to take off this baggage from my shoulder , to take off the hefty stone off my chest.

Yes,the shortest and most tight white shirt of mine along with the front slit skirt is the armour of mine today. I started the blowdry with rollers cause I needed perfect curls today. I have a lot of time to get ready. No, I can't leave a chance. I know who's my prey. I know where to start. I know whom to snatch. A stiff agony burning inside the pit of my stomach.I wanted to get back to him so bad that everything inside me told me to shut my humanity off. I want this to happen. I thought of texting Su to come and meet me at my office gate so that I can tell what I'm upto.But I stopped cause there is chance of brainwash from her side.

I met Linda on the way to my cabin and her look explained me that i'm looking presentable enough. I flipped my hair in front of Andrew the sales guy (I never even spoke to him before. Or did I? I don't remember)and I noticed the look on his eyes.

Miss Forbes Mr. Petrakis wants to see you.

Yes I'll be there in a jiffy.

Linda cleared her throat. Is there something special Miss Forbes today?

Nope .Why? I just wanted to cheer myself.

Nothing. It's just you look amazing plus how is your health now?

I'm feeling better thank you so much Linda. Linda if you go for coffee please fetch me some.

After 6.30

I was wrapping my paperwork on my desk when I heard a knock on my door. Surprisingly it was Andrew. He was giving me a strange smile. I never seen him around much. Though I think I know why he was there. (Off the record I heard he's seeing someone.Huh men!!!! )But today I wanted to meet Jimmy. I have already made my plans but the reason is different. I have to see how it feels to cheat! How it feels to kiss someone else you don't love!

Syrene are you going back home?

Yes Andrew why?

Can we go to the nearby coffee shop or may be for a drink?

Andrew I'm really sorry but not today cause I have plans already.

Ok some time else may be.

Yes sure Andrews.

I went towards the lift. I know Jimmy always liked me and may be that's the reason he is the safest one inside my head. I have seen my reflection once, I felt good about my red lipstick. Pressed the button to the ground floor. I closed my eyes and the image of Ray kissing that girl came back. I started to walk slowly towards Jimmy's.

The music was loud and light inside was blue but it didn't feel cozy or warm today. It only reminded me of that night. I slipped out from my blazer. Checked myself and Did a bit of touch up on my lips.Ordered a gin and tonic. I was about to text Jimmy so I tried to reach my phone.In between I felt a set of strong arms around me. The person sniffed my hair softly and I felt it.

Hey! how was your day?

My heart skipped a beat .No,the perfume is different It's not Ray this time.Its Jimmy.

It was regular. Come sit.

We started to talk. This time he didn't stand behind the bar serving me instead he took me to a table. It was reserved.We started talking about the old days. It was pleasant and nice. I liked it for a bit but Ray kissing that girl kept on bugging my conversation. I felt distracted. It never occured in my mind that in the process I'm going to hurt Jimmy if he really likes me which he does he tried to tell me when I changed the topic.

After four straight drinks and two shots of vodka I texted Ray to come and meet me in the Jimmy's bathroom. I held Jimmy's hand. The touch felt different.I took him to the washroom. I felt his heavy breaths on my face. He started brushing his lips all over my face. I didn't like the musty fragrance of the washroom. It was lavender again. He wasn't a gentle lover like Ray. He started to press my breasts harshly. I didn't liked it. I didn't wanted him to kiss me cause I don't want but I have to do this to show Ray. I have texted Ray 20 minutes back now. I was eagerly waiting for him now.

Jimmy pushed me to the wall looked me in the eye and asked me why Forbes ?why are you doing this? You know I like you from college but why now? you are not a fling to me. Why are you not kissing me nor holding me back!

I closed my eyes couldn't answer him back. Cause I don't have any.

I could feel his rough hands moving forward my left thigh. I was resonating the first touch of Ray. It felt like the first rain drop touching the ground,the petrichor ,the escape,the freedom...The touch of Ray....

Jimmy tried to push his man-gun inside me. He started to push it hard.

The door dashed open and it seemed like a ray of sunshine.Yes it's my Ray of sunshine. He pushed Jimmy away.Jimmy fell on the floor. Ray pulled me closer to him.

I felt him again. It's the same perfume same fragrance.The known perfume . Jimmy was furious, he came closer to Ray.

I bashed out of the washroom ,took my blazer and smiled at myself. I know the revolting pain. I heard faint voices behind. There is a hustle inside me , inside Jimmy's...But tonight I will sleep peacefully. I took the cab waiting without arguing about the fare and off I go...I felt warm water flowing from my eyes. I don't know I will be able to face Jimmy again or not.But I have a question.

How does it feels Ray Bateman? Does it burns?

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