Into The World I Go

B-O-I-S

So today we had our Christian group bbq. And it had so much fun. And we went swimming and I got to interact not with just Morph but also duck. So both of the guys I have feelings for, I was able to have some interactions. I made morph laugh a good amount which made me feel good because I want to make him laugh because he makes me laugh all the time. He's a cutie boy.  There was one point in the pool where my friend was pushing me down underwater and morphs butt somehow got on my shoulder while I was under and he was Like WHO WAS THAT. And I was like you were on my shoulder. And he was just like I was your shoulder pet or something like that. It was funny. He also accidentally touched my butt when he was swimming. So our Both of our buttys were touched by each other. LOLOLOLOL.  I can't. Lol. And with morph I was just having small lol interactions. They were nice. And before we left he was playing guitar and he was showing us some songs he knew and boy DID HE GET TO KY HEART WITH HIM PLAYING HALLELUJAH. The one from shrek. That by can for sure get to my heart. And I had so much fun tonight. It was a blast. But there was a very awkward part for me because my friend put her clothes into my clothes bag when I changed into my swim suit and she was like looking for her shirt in my bag. And she PULLS OUT MY UNDERWEAR AND I HAVE A DAILY LINER ON IT. AND DUCK WAS RIGHT THERE I REALLY HOPE HE. WASNT LOOKING BECAUSE THAT IS SO EMBARRASSING. I CANT.   Did I tell you guys that duck is younger then me.  It's just a year but it's wild. It's weird to think that he just got out of high school and I was in college before him. I don't know. Age is weird for me. I used to love older guys. Age didn't matter for me. But now age does matter. Like I want my future husband to be close to me in age.  I'm a weird one. But yeah I got some good interactions with the guys I like. Morph is still the strongest feelings of them so idk. Let's see what happens next Saturday for our finale Christian group dinner together. I hope morph comes and duck. And I get to hang out with them. Talk to them and such. Because I be looking for a potential husband. LOLOLOL jk not really ish. God will bring he a man when he brings me one. I just got to be patient

05/10/2019