imagines. ZDH

𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧

TW

Lately, I haven't been myself.

The hate I get just for loving the boy I love kills me.

I say I'm ok, when really, I'm dying inside.

     I just wish i could tell him, but he wouldn't understand.

I can't do this anymore, it hurts too much.

Your POV:
    I sat on the bed, in the dark, scrolling through his most recent post. He had posted a picture of us kissing, on the top of a hill, with the sun setting behind us.

Beautiful. Or so we thought. Everyone else had something else to say.

"Why would you date her, when you could have me?"

"What do you see in a ugly hoe like her?"

"She's using you for fame and money"

"She's a ugly fat whore"

"She should just kill herself"

"Why hasn't she committed already?"

"I hope she does self harm"

The comments stayed in my head, as I let tears escape my eyes.

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I let the sharp metal blade glide over skin smoothly. Creating tiny little cuts all over my skin. It didn't hurt, but it felt good.

"Y/n!! What the hell are you doing?!" Zach shouted grabbing the blade from my hands.

"GIVE IT BACK!" I screamed.

"No! Why are you doing this?" He asked me.
I didn't answer. I just ran to the bathroom. I locked the door before he could come in.

"Y/n! Open. Now!" He banged on the door. But it had no effect on me.

I simply grabbed the orange bottle and undid the white top.

I poured a bunch of little blue pills in my hand and stuck them in my mouth. I grabbed the nearest water glass and sipped it.

I felt the pills slide down my throat.

Zachs banging and yelling only got quieter and quieter. Until everything was blurry.

And than, it was black.

Forever.

(312 words)