I hated the fact that I had scars all along my forearms and thighs. I couldn't wear shorts, where a t-shirt, or even change in front of my own boyfriend.
We have been dating for 3 years, and I've never felt uncomfortable in front of him before, but now, I can't been in anything but leggings and a sweatshirt when I'm with him.
It sucks.
Your POV:
I headed to zach and I's bedroom to change. I made sure to close the door, so he couldn't come in. I slipped off my hoodie, revealing a million little cuts on my lower arms.
I stepped out of my leggings, revealing bigger cuts on my thighs.
I was only in my underwear as I searched through the drawers for pajamas. I was so busy, finding the right clothes, so, I didn't hear zach come in.
Zach POV:
"Bro I swear I can play a flute" I told Jonah.
"No way bro, that sounds impossible"
"You want proof?"
"Yeah bro, if ya got it?" Jonah said lifting one eyebrow.
"Oh I got it, I just gotta find it. I bet y/n knows where it is. I'll be right back." And with that I walked upstairs.
I opened the bedroom door, and saw a sight a haven't seen in a while. My beautiful girlfriend, not wearing leggings and one of my hoodies, but only in her underwear.
I had started to get worried, as to why she wasn't comfortable around me anymore, but this makes me feel better.
As she shifted her body, to find whatever she was looking for, my heart stopped. My breathing hitched. And I felt dizzy. My entire world came crashing down right before my eyes.
My beautiful amazing girl, had cuts on her arms and legs. Clearly from herself. Tears fell from eyes. But, I was silent.
Your POV:
I found the shirt and pants I was looking for and turned around. And there, I saw zach, shocked and with tears on his cheeks.
SHIT! I forgot to lock the door behind me! I'm an idiot.
"Y/full/n, what the hell are those?" Zach asked walking closer to me and pointing at my arms.
"N-nothing" I managed to stutter out.
"Y/n, that's not nothing, this is serious. Why didn't you tell me? I should've noticed. I'm such a bad boyfriend. I'm so sorry. Please let me help you. Y/n please don't do th-" I cut him off with a passionate kiss. I slowly pulled away.
"I'm sorry for not telling, I guess I was ashamed, the hate was a lot and it helped. Please forgive me baby." I said hugging him.
"Oh baby. I'm so sorry. Please let me help you stop this and feel better?" He said kissing my forehead.
"Of course Zach, and thank you"
"Now, do you know where my flute is? I need to show Jonah who's boss!" I burst out laughing.
"This is why I love you, because you always find a way to make me happy"
"I love you too baby. So fucking much.
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imagines. ZDH
Fanfictioni wrote this when i was still really bad at writing, so like don't read it✋🌝 🧷🧸📽 Started; 8/1/19 Finished; 2/7/20
