ALMOND MILK ✶ yeonbin

vii

yeonjun.

today was a mess. a whole goddamn mess.

 
i was sobbing my eyes out in the grocery store.

 
it was a good thing that we were having a slow day, there were barely any customers when i had my breakdown. it was also a good thing our manager wasn't around at the time.

 
i had to leave after all that, taehyun said he would cover for me.

 
such a nice guy.

 
i thanked him, promising to make up to him the next day and then i left.

 
i honestly don't know where to go.

 
i looked like a lunatic, crying my eyes out while i was on the streets.

 
god, why am i so pathetic.

 
yes, i still miss him.

 
and yes, i still love him.

 
even after all that he has done to me, i still love him. why am i so stupid?

 
i was doing fine without him. i was doing fine moving on. i was doing fine alone.

 
but right now, i don't think i'm doing fine.

 
he didn't have to show up like that. he didn't have to remind me about what happened to us. he didn't have to say he still loves me.

 
he didn't have to show up in my life again.

 
i was clouded in my thoughts when someone spoke up,

 
"umm, excuse me?"

 
it was almond boy.

 
"i couldn't help but notice you crying. so, umm, here."

 
he hands me a blue handkerchief.

 
"thank you, but i'm ok. really" i try to smile back at him, my eyes still watery and are probably red.

 
"i insist," i take the handkerchief.

 
"you're the guy from the grocery store around the corner, right?"

 
i just nodded. he looks at his watch and then back to me.

 
"umm, i have to go. it was nice meeting you. you could keep that, i don't mind."

 
before i could utter a word, he was off.

 
i smiled to myself.

 
i realized there was some broidery on the handkerchief.

 
it was a name, written in a cursive font with white thread.

 
soobin.

 

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