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soobin.

how are you?


i sat beside the grave, savoring in the warmth of the sun and the smell of dewy grass.


it's been quite some time, eh? i missed you dearly.


sooyoung's turning ten this week. can you believe it? she's growing up so fast, she already has crushes now.


i chuckle.


it's such a shame you aren't able to be here to see her grow up.


she looks a lot like you. you have the same eyes, same nose. same smile.


you are both bold and brave. i mean-she can stand up for herself without me!


she's very strong-just like you-and so much unlike me. i cry more than her even, isn't it funny?


i chuckle even more, but tears begin streaming down my face.


i'm the older one here, yet i can't seem to be able to hold it together.


i'm sorry.


i'm sorry for being a coward.


i'm sorry for letting you down.


but,


you know, i'll make it up to you.


i promise, i'm doing the best i can. i'll give her a better life. i'll be stronger, for us.


i let out a deep sigh.


you know, i met someone.


well, technically i re-met them? i don't know-is that the right word?


i chuckle, yet again.


you know him, right? his family helped us that one time. christmas. it's such a big coincidence that i'd meet him again, and a bigger coincidence that he'd turn out to be one of my longest crushes.


he's still as sweet and kind as ever.


and cute, too.

but i don't think he remembers me.


and i don't think that's a bad thing, why would i want him to remember me as the helpless little boy he once met?

to come to think of it, i'm still such a helpless child to this day.

i wiped the previous tears off my face, and paused to take breath.

thank you for the talk, i'll head out now.


bye, mom.

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