Let's Dance #2

The Black Book

"Thanks for talking with me." Jackson was really thankful that Alec agreed to meet up and talk because otherwise he could never get arid of this guilty feeling. "No problem it was nice to catch up a bit." Alec answered on their way to the cars with a slight smile holding Magnus hand and Magnus had a content smile on his lips. "Oh and Alec, I got something for you." Jackson said as they stopped in front of their cars and Alec frowned a little as did Magnus. "I'll wait in the car, okay?" Magnus asked when he felt his phone vibrating and Alec nodded getting a kiss on his cheek that made him blush. "I got it here...I just thought that if someone should have it...than you. Now that I know how important for you it is that no one knows." Jackon said while he hunt around in the back of his car and pulled out a black book. "What is that?" Alec asked a little confused hesitantly taking the book and Jackson sighed. "It's Williams diary...I want you to know that there is no copy or anything...you can burn it...throw it in a river or what ever you want." Jackson answered feeling like it was a good idea to give Alec the only tangible proof about Williams terrible crime because Jackson wanted it to be his decision. After what his mom did he wanted that Alec had the chance to decided on his own and even it was already too late for William to get punished again Jackson hoped it would give Alec a better feeling in some ways. "I...uhm...I don't know if...why?" Alec was pretty overwhelmed with the book in his hands but he couldn't tear his eyes away from the book and Jackson sighed. "I want it to be your decision...you deserve to be the one who decides what happens with that book." Jackson answered and even Alec knew it was probably a bad idea he didn't want to give it back to Jackson. "Thanks...I'll think about what I'll do with it." Alec answered putting the little book in his jacket poket and Jackson nodded. "I'll see you around?" Jackson asked with a slight smile that showed he was clearly relieved after their conversation and he was also happy to be back in contact with Alec. "Sure...just text me when you have time, Doc." Alec teased but there was this weird feeling in his chest that made him feel uncomfortable. Having something William touched so close to him and thinking about the words William may had written down made Alec feel sick. "Yeah...okay...no...now he is here...okay...Ragnor...bye." Magnus ended the phone call with an annoyed eyeroll but his smile came back when he looked at Alec and Alec smiled back. Alec thought about telling Magnus about the book but there was a voice deep in Alecs head that told him not to. "What did he have for you?" Magnus asked taking Alecs hand and softly kissing his knuckels which made Alec smile. "He gave me his adress so I can maybe visit him some day." Alec answered casually hating how good he was in lying but the thing was that he wasn't good in lying to Magnus. Magnus read him like a book and Alec praied Magnus wouldn't see he was lying only this once. "Oh...he seems like a nice young man...you think he is handsome?" Magnus asked looking in Alecs beautiful hazel eyes and Alec raised an eyebrow. "Why? Well he looks handsome yes but you look way better." Alec answered realzing the hint of jealousy in Magnus voice and even Magnus had no reason to be jealous it was oddly good feeling that he was. "Thanks...I don't want to get jealous but I'm worried someone will take my Sunshine away." Magnus confessed and even he felt really silly for being jealous he couldn't deny that he felt a bit jealous when Jackson got along so well with Alec. "I'm only yours and no one will ever take me away from you." Alec said with the sweetest blush ever before he shyly placed a soft kiss on Magnus lips and Magnus had to smile. Alec was really fluttered to know that Magnus actually got jeaouls and he quiet liked to see that Magnus didn't take him for granted. But non of them took each other for granted. "You feel okay?" Magnus asked even Alec seemed pretty well in his eyes he wanted to make sure that he was right. "Yeah...it went better than I thought. It was actually nice to catch up with him and I'm glad he feels better now." Alec answered with a slight smile feeling the book poking in his rip like the guilt poked on his heart...//tbc The certain point😔😔💙💙😓