Let's Dance #2

It's about us

"I promise you...everything will be alright." Magnus whispered softly and held Alecs hand tightly waiting for him to wake up. "He will be alright, Magnus." Izzy didn't know what to say to all this mess but she couldn't see Magnus like that. She was really worried about her big brother and she knew Magnus was too but she tried to stay calm. They had to be strong for Alec now and she couldn't freak out right now. "He has to be." Magnus answered with a broken voice and pushed a few hairs out of Alecs face. Magnus carried Alec to his room where he was save from this monster  and never left his side only for a second. He held his hand and whispered sweet nothings in his ear hoping that they would reach Alec. Jace and Robert took care of this Jackson guy Magnus still had no idea who he was or if he was William but all Magnus cared about right now was Alec. "He just needs to rest for a bit...he...I'm sorry." Izzy said before she left the room cause the tears were to strong and she didn't want Magnus to see her cry. Alec was her big brother who was always here for her in a way even they didn't talk much but she knew she could always count on him. She hated that her brother had to live with so much weight on his shoulders and she hated that her brother who she loved with all her heart felt too ashamed to tell her what happened. With Magnus she finally saw how Alec started to smile and enjoy his life again so she was scared now. She was scared that this would totally kick him out of line because she realized before Magnus came Alec playing at the underground. Izzy finally had the chance to get her brother back and she was so scared to lose it. She was scared to lose her brother and she was scared to see Alec losing himself. All the fights all the arguments about stupid things were so meaningless and now she wished they would have used the time with something meaningfuller. She was on her way to her room when she bumped into Jace who didn't hesitate and wrapped his arms around his little sister. "It's all fine...it's just Jackson...his younger brother. William is really dead." Jace explained but this didn't change anything for Izzy because seeing how this broke Alec was too painfull. She was mad at herself that she couldn't protect her brother better and she was mad that something like that happened. "He doesn't deserve that, Jace." Izzy cried hugging Jace back and Jace understood her. "He is strong, Izzy...he came so far and he will get over it." Jace answered but obviously this was the wrong use of words because in sadness Izzy took things wrong and she took this really wrong. "BUT WE COULDN'T HELP HIM! WE ARE HIS FAMILY AND HE DIDN'T EVEN TRUST ME ENOUGH TO TELL ME UNTIL HE MEt MAGNUS! I...I couldn't help him." Izzy was an emotinal mess and she was so long strong but it hurt. She really tried to understand why Alec never told her and she wasn't mad at Alec but she was angry. She was angry that she was so aweful her big brother didn't trust her enough and she was upset. "Izzy...it wasn't your fault." "It is! If I would have been a better person he would have told me...he would have...what if he hates me?" Izzy asked and Jace was speechless. He didn't see how much the people around him were suffering and everyone of them was trying to be strong for Alec. They were all hurt in some way and all blamed themself for things they couldn't change. "Don't say that...he loves you! He loves us all and that's why he did all this. This is why he never told you. He loves you...don't think something else." Jace replied slightly shaking his head and Izzy took a deep breath trying to let all this sink in. "I'm sorry...this isn't about me." Izzy sniffed before she pulled back from the embrace and whipped off her tears with her shirt. "It is about everyone here...what happened to Alec also effects us...we were just too busy with acting strong." Jace answered with a weak smile and maybe you could call it silly but it was true. What happened years ago changed their family and it changed each of them...//tbc leave me a thought please❤💕