Let's Dance #2

Wake Up Call

Alec had a tearstream down his face as he hurried up to his room not wanting anyone to see him and Bear quietly followed him. Why did this hurt so much more than the actual break up? He got what he wanted. Magnus let him go and now Magnus could finally be happy but the pain he was in right now was worse than any pain he ever felt before. Alecs heart was broken because Magnus let him go of the same reason Magnus told him he didn't care about. Alec couldn't be here anymore and he couldn't see everyone around him being upset by his behavior. He had to do what scared him but what would be the best for everyone. He entered his room immediately going to his bedroom and he didn't even see the other person in his room. The other person sat patiently on his bed waiting for Alec to come back out of the closet and tapped with his fingers on the blanket. Alec just put a few clothes in his bag no idea what he would do now but he had to get away. He did what he was best in...running away but this time he would literally run away. He came back to his bedroom but he stopped back in tracks when he saw the young man sitting on his bed. They just looked at each other for a few seconds and Alec dropped his bed not expecting to meet this person in his room. "Jacob...what are you doing?" Alec asked totally confused about Jacobs visit and Jacob raised an eyebrow. "I could ask the same." Jacob answered getting up from the bed and pointing at the bag that laid next to Alec on the ground. "I asked first." Alec said swallowing the lump in his throat and Jacob sighed lightly while he shoke his head. "Noah told me you broke up with Magnus. I am here to get some brain in your head again...what's going on with you?" Jacob asked with a questioning face but he still sounded soft not wanting to scare Alec and Alec took a deep breath. "I had to...he deserves better." Alec answered but his voice was barely a whisper and Jacob knew now that his assumption was right which he hated. He knew exactly what Alec felt right now but diffrent than how he dealed with it years ago he wanted to help Alec. "Dead cells are coming out of your mouth right now. Magnus loves you more than anyone else and so do you. The love you give is exactly what he deserves." Jacob said crossing his arms over his chest and Alec shook his head trying to stop the tears. "You don't understand." Alec answered quietly feeling his heart filling with a tiny bit of hope but it hurt to hope after his hope got shattered so many times already. "What? I don't understand that you feel dirty or used? I don't understand that you think no one will ever love you and when actually someone does you think they deserve better? You think I don't understand what it's like to wake up every night drowned in sweat and feeling death is the only solution anymore? I know exactly how you feel and I understand it. But answer me one single question...do you think I don't deserve Noahs love either?" Jacob knew exactly what he was doing right now and he knew how to push the right buttons. Bit by bit Alecs heart fought his mind back and bit by bit Alec believed his heart more than the voices in his head. Alec snapped his head up again looking with a slight frown at his friend and Jacob was waiting for an answer. "Of course you do but you are different. You are so much stronger than me...you fought and won while I fight and only keep losing." Alec was on an emotional roller-coaster and he had to sit down for a while feeling that everything just got too much. "You're wrong. I and Noah were together for 3 months when I did the exact same...I gave up and sometimes I still think about it but then I look at Noah and my children. They all deserve that I fight for them and at some point I knew I deserve this love too. It took me a hell of a strength but I knew I would never be alone because I had him. Isn't Magnus worth to fight? William did something terrible and this will always be a part of us...the darkest. There are wounds you think will never be heald but believe me the love you can have for someone can heal everything." Jacobs words were like a wake up call that ripped Alec out of this sleep that made his mind foggy. Way to long he let bad thoughts control him and way too long he believed Williams lies. He trusted Magnus more than anyone so why did he believe a person he didn't trust at all instead of him? "Isn't he worth to fight for?" Jacob asked after he let Alec process his words for a few minutes and he could clearly see how the wheels were turning in Alecs head. The only fear that was now stronger than ever was the fear that Magnus wouldn't forgive him. "Of course he is...fuck, Jacob! I'm so stupid...he will never forgive you." Alec answered placing his head in his hands and Jacob snorted. "He loves you...there isn't a chance he won't forgive you but you need to do the one thing he did the whole time. Fight for him." Jacob answered smiling lightly because he knew his job was done here and Alec got up. "That's a good plan...he is more than worth it." Alec answered while he was already walking out of his room ready to fight for the love of his life. He made terrible mistakes over the last two days but he was ready to make them all up. He was ready to fight if Magnus let him...// tbc Wowow we love Jacob 😍😍❤️