Let's Dance #2

One Page

"Just one page..." Alec whispered as he sat down with the book in his hands and opened it slowly. Alecs heart was beating out of his chest and he felt like there was a lump in his throat making it hard to breath properly. Alec swipped his finger over the first page that was from a monday in the year 2012...the year Alecs whole life changed.

{Dear Diary, I met someone today...someone who is absolutly and undiablely beautiful. His hair is so black like cedar and his pale skin that glows in the sun but the most breathtaking about him are his eyes. An ocean of brown and green with little golden sparks shining brighter than a star when he smiles...}

Alec felt more like throwing up after reading these lines and he didn't even read the half of the page but it was already enough. He remembered the day like it was yesterday when he met the boy with the icy blue eyes and dirty blond hair. His smile made you smile too and if you didn't know better then you would have fallen for him too. Alec felt how tears filled his eyes so he shut them tightly not wanting to let them fall down and he held a tight grip on the book. "Alec..." Max just stormed in Alecs room without knocking and it startled Alec so much that he jumped up dropping the book on the ground. "Max! Didn't you hear what knocking is?" Alec raised his voice and it made Max flinch back because that was the first time ever that Alec yelled at his little brother. "I'm... I'm sorry." Max was shocked that Alec yelled at him and was close to cry but he held it back. Alec regretted to yell at his little brother the second he saw how upset Max lookes and he felt terrible for making him sad. "I'm so sorry, Buddy... I didn't want to yell. You just scared me." Alec apoligized with a guilty face and went closer to Max who hurried to him too and quickly hugged Alecs legs. "I didn't mean to scare you... I just wanted to talk with you." Max was really sorry for scaring his big brother like that and he was glad his brother wasn't mad at him. "Did you buy a book?" Max asked as he saw the black book on the ground and let go of Alecs legs walking to the book to pick it up. Panick shot through Alecs body and he rushed to Max. "Wait..." Alec took the book out of Max hands because no one could read any of this and of all not Max. Max had no idea about what happened back then since he was only 1 when it happened and Alec didn't want him to know any time soon. "Heii! Why did you take it?" Max asked with a pout disappointed that Alec took it before he could read it and Alec sighed. "Because it isn't for children and if I remember right Mom wanted to do your homework now." Alec really loved to spend time with his younger brother but he had no mind for this now and he only had one thing in his head. "Okay...but can you read something to me later?" Max asked with his puppy eyes and how could anyone say ever no to them. "Of course but now go and do your homework." Alec chuckled gently pushing Max to the exit of his room and a relieved breath left his lips when Max was gone. It didn't feel good to do something you didn't want to be caught doing but there was a part in Alec that would never let him just burn the book. Even Alec already realized that this book would only cause trouble he wanted to get the anawer he wanted all these years. Alec hated that he was risking everything right now and he was scared Magnus wouldn't forgive him if he ever found out. Alec sat down on his bed letting out a deep breath when a frown covered his face because his eyes caught a white envelope on the ground. "What..." Alec was confused as he picked up the light envelope but his heart shook when he saw the two names on the front of it. Alecs breath stopped and it felt like the ground under his feet was pulled away. Why would this be there? Did Jackson see it? Did he read it or didn't he have a clue about this letter? More and more questions run through Alecs head and there was only one way to get all the answers...//tbc nahh can you see it coming? Dark clouds and a loud thunder.😱😓😓😓😓❤️❤️