Let's Dance #2

Professional Help?

"Do you still want to buy new stuff for the dogs?" Magnus asked peaking up at Alec who was smiling when he heard Magnus remembered it. "Yes...we could get them it all in a royal theme so it will fit yo...our place." It was still a bit odd to finally call Magnus place his home but Alec loved it and Magnus was happy too. "That sounds amazing...we can redecorate everything tho." Magnus wanted Alec to know that this was their home and that Alec could change things to his liking. "I actually like it a lot...the only...nahh it's dumb." Alec still felt like he wasn't in the place to ask Magnus for something after everything he did and Magnus frowned at him. "Alexander, no matter what it is...it can't be dumb if it's coming from you." Magnus really wanted to know what he wanted to change and no matter what it was he would do it in a heartbeat. "That's nicely said...but it is too much to ask for." Alec sighed letting his head fall to the side and he looked out of the window. Magnus moved to be more on the top of Alec and with a gentle hand move he turned Alecs head to face him. "This is our home. You can change everything just talk with me, Baby." Magnus said softly making Alecs heart beat faster and Alec nodded before he spoke up. "You know dancing is a huge part of me...and in winter I won't be able to practice in the studio at the forest. It would be nice to have m...our own one...here." Alec mumbled a little too shy to speak clearer causing a huge smile to spread over Magnus lips and he would have loved to spoil the surprise but he wanted everything to be perfect before he told Alec. It was hard enough to hide everything from Alec for the last two months and he was more than excited for it to be finally ready. The room next to his inside pool was empty and huge but not ready yet. "Oh...well we can make some planes and decided on the design, what do you think?" Magnus tried to sound casual and not like he was over the moon but the best thing was Alecs reaction. Alec was smiling widely and even before he answered anything he just kissed Magnus with all his love. "You are the most amazing man I've ever met." Alec whispered when they pulled back from the kiss and this time it was Magnus turn to blush. "Thank you." Magnus answered with a shy voice but being adressed like that by Alec felt flattering and he loved it. "Max, can get his own room too...there ar3lw still a few empty upstairs and if he misses you too much he is always welcome." Magnus loved the little boy because he had this aura that just made you laugh and he was adorable. "That would be great...tho we have to save the others for our army." Alec replied with a slight smirk causing a frown to appear on Magnus forehead and he looked questioning at Alec. "Army?" Magnus asked and Alec shrugged being already happy just thinking about it. "Our little army of babies." Alec explained and even they talked a few times about it it was still beautiful to hear Alec talking about it. Magnus never really thought about becoming a father because his life was so crazy and busy but now with Alec in his life he wanted nothing more than their own family. "You really want an army?" Magnus asked smiling dreamily and Alec blushed to a deep shade of red. "Like you said...we need them to have a distraction while we are busy with adult stuff." Alecs voice was really quiet but Magnus heard everything and he let out a soft laugh. "This is a really good argument...wonder where you got that from." Magnus teased knowing exactly who he got this from and Alec was happy Magnus seemed to agree with him about the children part. "But you know that I...you...please don't be mad now, okay?" Magnus had still something on his heart and he wanted to talk with Alec about it because he thought it could be a good idea. Alec got a bit worried when he saw that Magnus was hesitanted and he felt a bit unwell but he nodded. "You went through a lot...and what happened is traumatizing. Don't you think that talking with a specialist could maybe help?" Magnus tried to adress this topic really carefully but he didn't want to talk around the bushes and Alec bit his lower lip. He never really thought about that because he never wanted to talk with anyone about it but it could maybe be helping. After all Magnus suggested it and Magnus only tried to help him and his ideas were usually pretty good. "Mh...I don't know...what if they...they tell the media or something." Alec still didn't want anyone in the public to know but not because he was ashamed...well at least this wasn't the main part. This was his privat life and somethings weren't necessary to share with the world. "Alexander, there are special therapist for celebrities who are qualified and have heavy contracts. They will keep it a secret but you don't have to of course. This is your decision and I'll respect it but in my eyes it could really help you to process everything." Magnus didn't want Alec to feel forced by any way and the smile in Alecs face showed him he really appreciated it. "I...uh...I guess I could give it a try." Alec answered still a little hesitanted but he trusted Magnus and if he thought it would help then he knew it wouldn't be bad. It was maybe just a better way to process the happenings of the last 5 years. Just a new way to handle problems and just a new way to get his peace...//tbc