I've fallen to pieces - Ashton Irwin

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"Umm... Hey guys..." Ashton spoke into his microphone.

"I know I don't usually sing..." He continued, " but I have a good reason, I want to say that I'm sorry Leanna, and I hope your happy with your new guy... Anyway, I dedicate this song to you. I love you." He said into the mic and his voice broke as he told me he loved me. He had given me tickets to tonight's concert but we broke up, ether way, Me and Alex came to support them, this just isn't what I was expecting.

The guys started playing the music and Ash stood in front of the mic, preparing to sing.

"I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even."

My eyes were filling with tears already, he didn't realise that 'the new boy' I had was my cousin who was only comforting me. Me and my cousin Alex were really close so he had been comforting me.

"Her best days were some of my worst

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces, yeah,

I'm falling to pieces

(One still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame.

Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, ooh

'Cause you left me with no love and honour to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while she got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break...

No, it don't break

No, it don't break even, no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?

(Oh glad you're okay now)

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

I'm falling to pieces, yeah

(Oh I'm falling, falling)

I'm falling to pieces,

(One still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces

('Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even)

Oh, it don't break even no

Oh, it don't break even no

Oh, it don't break even no..."

As he finished singing, his gaze met mine and his eyes widened in pure shock. I could see his eyes filling with more tears as they spilled down his face. The crowd gasped as he ran off stage crying. I felt my stomach drop and tears spilling down my face. Alex was behind me, his hands on my shoulders. That's it, he must have seen Alex with me! I ran over to the gates by the side of the stage, where the two security guards were standing as usual, Paul and Steve. They both recognised me and let me through the gates backstage. I walked around, flustered and tears blurring my vision as I desperately tried to find Ashton.

I took a left down a random hallway and that's where I saw the name on a dressing room door '5SOS.'

I took a deep breathe and twisted the door nob, pushing the door and looking inside to see Ashton sobbing on the floor, his eyes red, the chairs surrounding him knocked over and a broken glass that looked as though it had been thrown against the wall. Ashton must have noticed someone walking into the room because he looked up at me, his gaze meeting mine as more tears made their way down both of out faces.

A/N hey guys, so if you have any requests or would like any part twos/threes then comment or DM us because we don't mind, love you guys, hope you like it.

- Do u guys want a part two to this one? I feel like it needs a part two.

- Oh and do u guys want any preferences too because we would be okay with that so don't be afraid to ask.

Baiiiiiiii✌️ xxx

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