5SOS One Shots

I'm not on anybody's wish-list - Ashton Irwin

I could hear the screams of the other girls at the meet and greet and I was literally shitting myself, I was next in line and I could see the boys, sitting there looking perfect as ever.

It was my turn and I walked up to Michael who was at the first table and I asked him to sign my poster and my shirt. He signed my shirt, directly above my boob, typical Michael Clifford.

He hugged me and we took a picture and I moved along the table to Calum.

"Hey, what's your name beautiful?" He asked me as I was standing in front of him blushing furiously.

"Maddison..." I replied shyly.

"That's a pretty name, do you want a picture?" Calum asked me sweetly.

"Please..." I answered again quietly.

He then stood up and we took a picture. Next inline was Luke and basically the same thing happened with him.

I looked to my right and saw Ashton sitting there grinning, as usual, he's so perfect it hurts.

I walked over to him and awkwardly smiled at him. He grinned back and just stared at me. Did I have lipstick on my teeth? Did I have an orange face and a pale neck? No I checked both of those before I even came over...

He snapped out of his daze about 10 seconds later and asked me my name.

"Maddison..." I replied shyly, facing the floor as I blushed. I always hated my name.

"Ah, beautiful name for an even more beautiful girl!" He exclaimed ginning up at me.

"Thanks..." I replied, blushing even more as he stood up and signed my shirt. He sighed right next to Michael's, above my boob. Omfg Ashton Irwin is literally touching my boobs!!!

Ashton finished his signature and I asked him for a hug. He walked round the table and wrapped he muscular arms around my tiny body. I didn't realise I was crying until tears were streaming down my cheeks and Ashton had pulled away, a concerned look on his face.

"Hey, hey, why are you crying?" He asked softly.

"Because 2 years from now you would have forgotten this ever happened, but then it will be the only thing keeping me alive..." I sniffed.

"Why would... Wait... No... Don't... You don't do you... Please tell me you don't..." He stuttered, tears pooling in his eyes. I was shocked, the fact he didn't know me, yet he was so concerned about me.

"Yeah, But I have been 3 weeks clean and it's all because of the band, you in particular, your strong Ashton and I want to be able to get through it like you did..." I sniffed, still crying.

"Why did you do it?" He asked me, tears starting to flood his eyes.

"Because nobody likes me, I'm not skinny, I'm not perfect and I'm definitely not at the top of anyone's wish-list, then again I'm not even on anyone's wish-list at all..." I trailed off.

"Just stay strong okay, stay strong and get through it... I promise, if I can you can, you're worth it beautiful, you're worth more than the blade." He said, a single tear falling down his cheek.

"Okay, I'll do it for you Ashton." I smiled weakly. I began to turn away but Ashton pulled me back by my hand he was holding.

"Can I um... Can I have your number?" He asked shyly.

I smiled and wrote it down on his arm in black sharpie.

"I'll text you," he smiled as I walked away.

As soon as I got out of the doors of the meet and greet room, I recieved a text from an unknown number.

'Want to grab a coffee in about 20 mins after I finished the meet and greet?'

I smiled and added him to my contacts.

To 'My Hero💖'

'I would love that' I replied.