I literally hate how easy I get distracted by a cute man.
I could have my life together, winning a Nobel peace prize or some, and be ready to throw all that shit away just to be with this useless specimen.
Is it worth it? Of course fucken not.
Will I still do it anyway? Possibly but this ain't the point lmaooo.
I've been alright this whole school year. Seeing fine men and managing to keep walking. But some just blow me like damn you cute AND you got personality.
Marry me now pls, no biggie. Like there is no point of us waiting!
Then sometimes they don't even be that cute after you get a real good look. I was staring at the point. Every look was a good look gotdamn me.
Man. I am DISTRESSION by this beautiful man like God let me pleeeeease see him again.
But the worst part of crushes is the chances of going right or going wrong. And then some crushes should just stay crushes.
Maybe I'm thinking too hard into it.
I would've been okay if ol boy had not touched my shoulder and pointed out small stuff.
8/10 I won't see him again in this city or ever. If he pops up on Facebook I will be concerned then.
I'm not even upset about that 😂. I can't deal with how easily my judgement got clouded. I just know better.
