My part-time crush basically has a girl in his life and the weight came crushing down on me. The thought of us becoming something burned in the back of head. Thing is I didn't even like him THAT much.
Still didn't stop me from crying the car. I'm fine. I SWEAR.
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I feel like I act awkward after I get over a crush. I don't see him much so it shouldn't be too noticeable.
I think it feels different because I had a couple of friends tell me they were dating just days ago. Loneliness slaps kinda hard.
I'm not angry at anybody, slightly envious. I couldn't be happier for my friends or my crush actually. I just want it too.
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Man. I lost some confidence (hella money and apparently the juice too) since graduation. It's fine.
Life is just living me, that's all.
Other than my sad day, I hope you are doing great. I hope life is actually going good and I wish abundant amount of love on you.
