Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

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I believe in you, even if things are bleak right now, the end will be great

- Outro: Wings 

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~Jeongguk's POV~

I rolled around on the uncomfortable mattress but I froze when I heard the crime channel on TV start talking "Breaking news, Jeon Jungkook, a K-POP Idol from the record-breaking group BTS has just been kidnapped, the group's leader, RM, also known as Kim Namjoon, released this video explaining what happened and the groups' comeback status since they were planning to release the new album Map Of The Soul: Persona. Let's watch the video to see what he says. It is in English so we will put subtitles for those who cannot understand" At this point, I was leaning against the cell bars, my eyes glued to the TV. A video came on of Namjoon hyung, he was sitting in a white room and he looked as if he was trying to act normal, but I could tell he was really stressed

"Hello to Army, and to anyone else watching this. My name is RM for those who don't know, I am the leader of BTS. Today, just before our interview a few hours ago, Jungkook, our maknae, got kidnapped. He was last seen wearing a pastel pink jumper that was twice his size, ripped jeans and timberlands. He has black hair because he hates bright colours so ...any information you have would be extremely helpful, just tell the police and they'll tell us. Tomorrow the album will still release, we will just split his lines with the others and we'll have a gap in the choreography because if we changed it we would have to change ALL our songs and I don't want to give up on him like that. Jungkook if you are seeing this, please don't forget us, we'll come to find you as soon as we can, just hang tight. I'm sorry for the sad news Army, but with your help, we'll find him soon. Thank you for watching, RM out"

He turned the camera off and I whined quietly, fidgeting on the spot "No..Bring him back!" I pouted and Hanson laughed at me bitterly "Savour that moment, you might not get to see them again." My eyes widened at the realisation that I might be alone for the rest of my life and I bit my lip, trying to spot my eyes from tearing up "I will see them again, they'll find me. Army will find me, you are lying!"

Hanson rolled his eyes and scrolled through something on his phone "Keep telling yourself that lie." I looked at the floor and I looked down at my jumper I need to at least get out of this basement, then they'll recognise the jumper! it is pink after all. Now how to get out..he has the keys on him at all times though..what should I do... I leaned against the wall and I shut my eyes, listening to the rambling on the TV about a bank that had been robbed, and apparently, the robbers killed someone too.. I'm just another crime victim added to the list...

Hanson opened a packet of crisps and I scoffed "Do I have to dance while you eat those too?" I got given a glare that could kill and he pointed his finger at me "What's rule 2, brat?!" I gulped and I felt my colour drain from my face "D-don't speak unless spoken to?" I said quietly, trying to remember all the rules "And?!" I took a deep breath and I started shaking from fear "D-Don't make any s-s-smartass comments?"

He nodded and I tried to calm myself down "You are lucky I'm worn out from getting you here, otherwise I'd give you a punishment. Now shut up, your voice annoys me, brat"  I do have a name you know... I slowly stood up and I fell onto the uncomfortable bed, shutting my eyes there's no way I'm falling asleep without Bonnie, he's been with me since my first fan meeting, I can't sleep without him. Even in Bon Voyage or Run episodes, he's so small I can hide him from the camera. Sometimes I can sleep without him when I'm really tired, but that's kinda rare...

"Five o'clock news, Pop Star Halsey retweets the video RM recently released to their twitter channel. Their brother group under bighit, TxT have retweeted it too with the caption 'Let's all find Jungkook-hyung together!', Army have also made the hashtag #FindJungkook trend number 1 on Twitter trending within 10 minutes of the video getting released. In unrelated news, 3 people have been murdered by getting pushed into the Han river. We are giving condolences to their family and we are trying to find the murderer. That's all we have for today, thank you for watching 5 o'clock news" hyung...hyung...I'm not a hyung! I don't wanna be a hyung...I wanna be a baby again.. I wanna be babied, not be the one babying...Wait no I can't slip now, not here. I don't want Him to see that vulnerable side of me, I don't want that to be ruined...I've been repressing it for a few months, I'm sure a couple of weeks won't be too bad.

Should I try to escape? I'm sure the punishments won't be that bad right? But if I don't try to escape I might seem weak you're always weak, what would change? No, I'm not always weak, sometimes I'm really strong! I am the golden maknae after all, I'm good at everything! let me rephrase that, you are bad at everything Am not! gosh, you act like a baby I am a baby! a bratty baby hey, just because He calls me brat doesn't mean I am one, I'm not as bad as Hobi when he wants to annoy Jimin-hyung to no end! I've never acted bratty once, at least in littlespace.

I looked over at Hanson and he was fast asleep, his head was resting on the sofa arm and his mouth was hanging open "I've seen more peaceful sleeping faces if I have to be honest.." I said quietly as I tried to make my bed more comfortable "I don't even get a pillow..." I sighed and I rested my head down on the foam mattress could you even call it that? I guess He wouldn't give me luxury, he said we expect everything so he didn't want to feed that I guess. At least a pillow would be nice well I can at least use my hands...

I'm not gonna sleep all night though, I can promise that...I felt a tear roll down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away Don't want Him to see me crying...I mean you'll be crying the rest of the night so why bother you have a point... I sighed out loud and I rolled onto my back, looking up at the ceiling How can he sleep so easy knowing he's kidnapped a K-POP idol who he has a plan to kill if I break the stupid rules he's made, like 'always address him as master'? I'll never do that, I'm not submitting to him you say that but only a few minutes ago you were shaking from the fear of him

Well, I can get scared sometimes..now I might just stay scared though...I'll probably never laugh again while I'm stuck here...Wow, getting kidnapped really dampens your mood, I do not recommend anyone else try getting kidnapped, It's not a nice sensation, knowing that you might never leave...or that you might never see anyone from the outside world again...or that you might never see the people who raised you for 6 years again I started crying silently and I curled into a ball, draping the thin sheet over me for a bit of protection It might feel vaguely like an arm around me, protecting me from everything bad...