Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

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~Trigger Warning: Sexual Assault, Implied Rape. There will be a warning when to skip to the end.~

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"I love it when I hear you breathing, I hope to god you're never leaving"

-Tag, You're It

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~One Week Later~

~Jeongguk's POV~

My eyes snapped open to someone hitting me and I sat up quickly "You're finally awake, good god." I watched as Master grabbed a plate on the floor and he held it out to me. There was a slice of mouldy bread and butter on it, but I was so starving I picked it up and ate it, cringing at the taste. He held out a cup of water too and I gulped it down in one breath. Master walked out of the cell and he locked the door behind him, before collapsing on the sofa. I looked at what advert was on TV, and it was one of those kids oven things. I felt my little side tugging to get control and I whined softly to myself.

I can't slip, I can't slip, I can't- Look at the cute puppy!  I slipped into littlespace and I watched the cute kid adverts I wonder if Daddy would get me that robot if I was a good boy. Maybe even Appa would get me the matching robot dog too! then Bonnie can play with him! but Appa said no Bonnie for a month..has it been a month? Ggukie can't tell...Meany Master doesn't let me leave to go home, so I can't ask Daddy...At least Ggukie had nummies even if it was icky...I kept getting further into littlespace until I was around 2, mentally and I started to suck on my thumb,  lying back on my side.

"What are you, a baby, you brat?" Master sneered at me and I rolled onto my other side, pouting. I sucked on my thumb gently and I listened to the music play on TV. I started crying softly cause I was so sad and I hiccuped "Oh stop it, brat" I held my mouth shut but I let out another hiccup "I said stop it! Are you deaf?!" Master stood up and he slammed his fist against the wall, making me hold my breath. Unfortunately, the world decided it hated me so I hiccuped again, making him really angry.

Master pulled me to my feet and he gripped my collar so tightly it cut off my breathing "I-I sorry, won't do it 'gain Master!" I gulped and he dropped me onto my bed "You'd better. Now I'm hungry, get up." I stood up and quickly followed him, tripping over the rug accidentally. I gulped again as I walked up on stage and I tried to focus, even if I was in littlespace I can does this, I dids it before at the dancing room I waited for the music to start and when Silver Spoon started playing I turned around, replaying the song in my head.

I had developed this trick where I would imagine there was a camera in the room, and it was against the back wall. I would stare at it, and it made me learn not to fail too. As we progressed through the song I saw Master was watching too closely when it came to the hip thrusts. I tried to ignore him and I imagined thousands of army screaming for us, or well, me. Near the freestyle bit at the end Hobi usually does I did my own, doing some b-boying. When I stood up and turned around as the song finished I swore the world hated my guts as I heard the beginning of Blood Sweat and Tears playing.

Panic and Terror struck my whole body and I stared at Master in a mixture of fear and nervousness "Oh, you are definitely doing this one. Don't mess it up" I nodded slowly and I started dancing, while I hoped either I would get a heart attack and die or he would. I has a bad feewing about dis song... As the pre-chorus started I shut my eyes as I did my iconic move while I grinded on the floor. I glanced at Master and he was biting his lip, he wasn't even eating anything. oh, why did Namu make this song so big boy-y, Daddy wouldn't wike me doin dis I continued through the song and I tried not to think of what would happen when the song ended.

~trigger warning start~

When the song finished and I flicked my head I panted,  hoping he would just let me get back in that cell. Instead, he paused the next song and he grabbed my arm is he gon take me home to Daddy and Appa? he left his food on the plate and he took me across the hallway to a room I've never been in before. When he unlocked the door it was a bedroom, with a piano in the side of the room, and another door presuming to lead to the bathroom. I yelped as I got pushed onto the bed and I pushed myself against the wall, not letting him come near me. He walked around the bed, seeming to examine me and I pulled my knees under my jumper "You're still so young...so pure..." He looked as if he was thinking, working out how to do something and I gulped Daddy, hewp me, dis guy is wooking at me stwangewy "Hmm...I could tell you to strip now...or I could do it later..."

He climbed onto the bed and he pulled up my jumper, exposing my belly and abs. I whined and I pushed his hand away "Daddy says, stwip only for a baff, and don't stwip for anyone you don't know or don't like" He leaned towards me and I could feel his breath on my face "Daddy isn't here is he? and you know me don't you" I frowned and I pushed him away from me "yea, but I don'ts wike you! so go away, meany master!" He frowned and he struck me across the face, making me shriek. It was so unexpected and it hurt so much I started to cry. He took no notice and he swiftly pulled my jumper over my head, before flinging it on the floor.

I shivered from the sudden cold and I wrapped my arms around my chest, trying to hide. he laughed bitterly and he grabbed the top of my jeans before he gave a tug, pulling them down slightly "I wouldn't fight if I were you, unless you want something even worse?" I shook my head and I let him take my jeans off, leaving me with my boxers. He smirked and I started shaking from both cold and fear. I was absolutely terrified. Not that he cared, he just laughed and caressed my face, making me whimper. He pushed my head to the side and he started to suck on my neck, making me moan from the pain why is he hurting me! Daddy!! Appa!!  hewp me!! "Remember to follow Rule 4..." I nodded slowly and I uttered quietly a "Y-Yes Master.." while tears ran down my face Daddy please save me...