Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

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I am afraid, I am run-down, I'm so afraid

- Truth Untold

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~The next day~
~Jeongguk's POV~

After the long night of just crying, I yawned tiredly as I wished that I had slept even a little. My neck was covered in hickeys but I tried to forget the events of yesterday as I watched as Master walked down the stairs and I gulped, watching him walk towards the cell. I didn't bother getting out of bed as everything ached like hell. He unlocked the cell door and he walked towards me "I had an idea for you to remember how worthless you are, brat. When I say 'What are you?' you will say 'a worthless brat that doesn't deserve to exist.' Got it?" I nodded and I coughed slightly "Yes Master." It was painful to speak, I had screamed and cried so much my voice was pretty much gone

"Good. Now, what are you?" I looked down at the floor and I said as loud as I could, "A worthless brat that doesn't deserve to exist.." I held in a cough and he smiled bitterly at me "Good. Again, what are you?" I pulled my knees up to my chest and I repeated it again "A worthless brat that doesn't deserve to exist..." He kept on asking me to repeat it until at this point it was just burned into my brain probably why he started it.

"Good, now get up, I want breakfast." I stood up and I swayed slightly before I followed him up the stairs, willing my legs to support me for a little while, at least until I've finished dancing and I can stay in my cell all day. I walked slowly onto the stage as Boy With Luv started and I turned around, shutting my eyes as I danced. During all the jumping I felt like I was gonna sprain my ankle again but once I turned around one last time I let out a sigh of relief, waiting for the next song. DNA started and I quickly turned to my side how am I gonna do the wave?! I can't do it alone! I struggled my way through all the dance and when the wave started I did my own twist on it, hopefully impressing him.

He didn't react which was a good sign and I panted heavily once the song has ended. Master stood up and put his food in the kitchen and I let out a sigh of relief, stepping off the stage. I walked slowly back to my cell with Master, but I was confused when he started calling someone "Hey, you coming today? Right now would be good, I want to go out for a while today. Yeah, see you" l watched with a blank expression as he got up and went to get a drink.

Is someone else coming? Oh god, what if they make me dance for them too, what if they hit me too? Oh no..what if they do what Master did yesterday again, no I can't handle someone else coming, please someone save me... I pulled my knees into my chest and I bit my lip in an attempt to not burst out crying, which didn't work because I let out a small sob. Tears poured down my face and I froze hearing someone talking upstairs, presumably the person who was supposed to be coming.

I heard them come down the stairs and I took quick breaths to calm myself down "Hey, brat, get up." I stood up quickly and I stared at the newcomer. He looked quite motherly, the complete opposite of a kidnapper. He walked towards the cell and he smiled sadly at me "My names Kim Chung-Hee. I guess you can call me Sir, I'm not really familiar with his rules yet. I'm gonna watch you while your Master goes out, so don't misbehave." I nodded and I gulped "Yes Sir." Master sighed and he crossed his arms "Yeah yeah, I need to go. The rules are on the table upstairs, you have the key. I'll come back tonight. Tell me if he does anything so I can punish him. Bye"

He walked upstairs and Sir sighed, unlocking the cell and pulling me out "What has he done to you..." he turned me around and I flinched when he raised his hand to my face. He frowned and he slowly brushed the hair out of my eyes "I won't hurt you, trust me. I actually have a heart, unlike Hanson." He gently touched my neck as he stared at the hickeys and I looked away, biting my lip. He took my hand and he pulled me onto the sofa, making me gasp "I-I don't think I'm meant to sit on the sofa" He shook his head and he went to walk up the stairs "Don't worry, if he finds out he'll have to fight me first. I'll go look over the rules, feel free to put something on TV" I stared at the TV remote and I picked it up slowly, turning it on.

Some advert for a fridge came on TV and I blinked slowly I shouldn't be doing this, he'll catch me. He'll give me a big punishment, I can't be doing this "Right, I've looked over the rules, and I have a question. I guess it's hard to talk right now so you can just shake your head or nod. Is he too hard on you?" I gave him a 'are you serious' look and I rolled my eyes "no, he's as soft as a dog caring for her puppy" He sighed and sat down next to me, making me tense up "Well at least you're still sarcastic. Can you tell me exactly what happened yesterday? only if you want to tell me of course" I sighed and I pulled my knees under my jumper, trying to block the image of yesterday

"Well he made me dance again for breakfast...and baepsae came on...he was a bit too...happy about the hip thrusts...then blood sweat and tears came on...A...at the end he pulled me into his bedroom..." I took a deep breath and I could see the sadness all over Sir's face "H-he threw me onto the bed and he pulled my clothes off bef-bef..before he..." I didn't want to continue and I hid my face in my knees. Sir gently rubbed his hand in circles around my back and I tensed up again "Why are you so nice, you're a kidnapper, and even worse, a murderer!" I pushed him away but I flinched again, waiting for the smack "How do you know about that?" He asked, standing up "I-I heard everything on the phone. He also said you were a pilot, and you get too attached to the victims, you killed someone, and you sell people!" He frowned and turned around, turning off the TV.

I whimpered softly realising I had said the wrong thing and I pushed myself into the corner, making as much space as possible between us "It was all his idea. I know if he was here right now he would be beating you to the depths of hell right now, but I won't do that, so calm down." I didn't react and he sighed "I am just too emotional, he doesn't give a damn about what happens to who he kidnaps but I care, and that's why he kidnaps, not me." He rubbed the back of his neck as he talked and I mentally punched myself I'm such an idiot, why don't I learn to keep my mouth shut.

"Don't say anything about what you heard, take it from me. Keep your mouth shut and you might survive long enough to get found" I shook my head sadly and I got up, walking back into my cell. I pulled the door shut behind me so it locked and I sat on the floor "What's the point, I'm terrible at following rules. He's probably gonna kill me anyway, or worse. I'm probably never gonna go back home."