Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

스물 아홉

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I get overwhelmed so easily my anxiety keeps me silent when I try to speak words come over me feels like I'm somebody else

-Overwhelmed

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~The Next Day~

~Jeongguk's POV~

"Hey, brat, get up. We're here." My eyes snapped open at the familiar voice and I glanced around, my head still seemingly cloudy. I blinked in confusion and I felt myself getting pulled up. My vision seemed to get a little more focused and I realised I was being pulled off the plane by Master, who was dragging me towards someone. I didn't say anything, too scared to ask about anything So wait, was....that all a dream? Am..I still trapped by him? I suppose so.. "Ah, Jung. Took you long enough. Is he..aware?" I heard a gruff voice say, before flinching as I was shoved forward.

"He's drugged, so he won't remember much." Master said with a chuckle "Ah, perfect. So..Tell me about him. How..does he feel?" I heard the gruff voice say, before a hand gripped my chin. I blinked and I stared at what seemed like a silhouette of a person "I could use him for hours, he feels good. Almost too good to sell, but alas, I must take more." ....You did use me for hours."I see...His lips are chapped but still soft.." I heard the gruff voice say once again, before a finger pulled my lips apart, making me gasp softly.

"How long will you be looking him over? I gotta get back home before the cops suspect anything." I felt a hand run down my side and I swayed a little, trying my hardest to focus on the face but it was no use. "I won't be long Jung, just making sure I'm getting good for my money. Kneel." Suddenly I was pushed to my knees and I could feel the impact, but my legs felt completely numb and jelly-like so I just held myself up best I could with my arms.

"Look up at me and open your mouth." Fearing I'd probably get hurt if I did something wrong, I very weakly did what he asked, cringing internally when I heard him groan "Okay, I'm keeping him. Get up." I was yanked to my feet and pulled to his side and I stayed quiet, feeling as if this wasn't even happening, it just..felt like a movie was playing and I was watching it. "Brat, what are you?" I heard Master say, sounding asif he was far away. My mouth moved but no words came out, before a small, choked "A-A worthless brat that doesn't deserve to exist.." came out.

I heard a dark chuckle, before it seemed to get further and further away as my vision got blurrier and blurrier, before I was suddenly falling through the ground. I screamed and thrashed, trying to stop myself from falling out of terror. The last thing I heard was a "Your only use is to be used, then passed on like a toy, you fucking brat." from the gruff voice, before I seemed to hit the ground and-

"Gguk, wake up!" Someone was shaking my shoulder and I sat up straight, panting loudly as I glanced around in fear. I heard frantic beeping from the heart monitor that they had hooked up to me after I passed out yesterday in the middle of 'dinner'. "Gguk, it's okay. It's okay." I heard the soft voice of Jin-hyung say, making me instantly fall back against my bed "..I-It wasn't real..?" I asked shakily, wrapping my arms around myself to try to calm myself down.

"it wasn't real, you're safe. He's gone, you'll never see him again. You're safe gguk, it's okay.." He whispered, pulling me into a hug. I stayed still, before melting in the hug as I heard the heart monitor slowly slow down back to a normal speed. "Shh...it's okay..Hey, guess who I got, huh gguk-ah?" I looked at Seokjin with teary eyes and I blinked, tilting his head before a small toy rabbit was held up in front of me, making me hold my breath as I stared at it.

"I..got Namjoon to go get him for you..I'm..sorry.." He said softly, gently placing Bonnie next to me. I stayed silent for a moment, before gently pushing him off the bed. "...Can't...slip anymore." I whispered, looking down at my lap as Jin-hyung pulled away to pick Bonnie up "...Can..I ask why honey..?" I shook my head frantically as I looked up at Jin-hyung in panic "N-No! Don't..wanna remember.."

"..Okay. But..you might have to tell us one day, so..we understand...I'll...let you calm down." He moved to stand up before I pulled him back "No, don't leave, please hyungie.." I pleaded, grabbing his sleeve. "...Are you sure?" I nodded quickly and he sat back down, looking down at Bonnie "Okay, I'll stay. Hmm...oh! Would..you like to see Yeontan again, here? I can..ask Tae to bring him. Then you can see Taehyung again too." I bit my lip, before nodding slowly "..Okay..I wanna see Tannie.." I said quietly, making Jin-hyung smile and nod.

"Okay, tomorrow I'll ask if Taehyung-ah can come and say hi." He said softly, rubbing his eyes "You..can sleep if you want hyungie..I..I'll be here.." he quickly shook his head as he looked at me "No, I'm not leaving you alone..I did that once, and it's not happening again.." He said softly, moving closer to me. I looked down in silence and I teared up suddenly, not used to the kindness after a year of pain and sadness. I blinked rapidly and I covered my face with my hands, trying to control myself.

"Hey, you okay gguk..?" He asked gently and I could feel him looking at me. I didn't say anything and I nodded, before flinching as I felt a hand on top of mine. I pulled my hands away almost instinctively and I looked around in panic as if Master would just walk in right now, but when I realised it was only Jinnie-hyung I relaxed, sighing softly as I let my eyes fall closed.

I could feel him watching me sadly and I heard him sigh "Hey uh..Joon went to the..canteen and he got your favourite brand of banana milk..He also got some cookies, but they said you can't have solid food yet, So we'll save those." My eyes fluttered open at the mention of banana milk and a smile tugged gently at my lips as Jin-hyung brought out a bottle of banana milk, holding it out to me. I quickly took it and I tried to open it, frowning as I felt like I wasn't strong enough to take off the cap "Here, let me help.." Jin-hyung pulled it open for me and I smiled softly at him, taking a small sip as I sighed.

"I missed banana milk.." I whispered, holding the bottle tightly. "Well, we'll get you as much banana milk as you like, 'kay gguk?" I nodded and I looked at him, thinking for a moment "We...how..many of the others know? Does..Yoon-hyung know..?" I asked, my voice shaking a little as I mentioned Yoon-hyung's name "They don't know yet, only I and Joon know..But tomorrow Taehyung will see you as a surprise, okay?" I bit my lip when he said Taehyungie's name and I looked down, nodding a little "Okay.." I whispered, almost a little sad the others didn't know about me being back I wanna see them again...They've probably forgotten about you.

"We didn't want to overwhelm you with all of us coming at once, and..when you get out we have a surprise planned, okay hun?" I cringed at the pet name, knowing he was trying to push me into little space but I couldn't slip, I just couldn't. "..Okay..Will I see them soon?" I asked timidly, looking up at Jinnie-hyung. "You'll see them all soon, don't worry Jeongguk-ah.."