Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

스물일곱

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What the hells going on, can someone tell me please?

- Echo

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~Later in the day, about 8pm~

~Jeongguk's POV~

"Jeongguk-ah you have to eat this." The nurse commanded, holding the sandwich out to me. I shook my head and I frowned "..don't want to." I mumbled, pushing it away from me "Eat it, or else I'm not letting anyone visit you." she threatened, making me flinch a little "N-No.." I whispered, staring at the sandwich She might've put drugs in that like Master did..Don't wanna be drugged again. "Nurse Jung, what did I say about him? He hasn't eaten properly in months, we need to get him on a drip as soon as we can." I heard another nurse enter the room and I looked towards the door "But-"

"I don't want to hear it. Now, go tell the people waiting outside that they can come in." She said, pointing to the door. Nurse Jung nodded and she left, leaving me alone with the other nurse which made me nervous, I hated being left alone with anybody "Hey Jeongguk, I'm sorry about her. Are you excited to see your hyungs?" I moved away from her quickly as she stepped closer to me and she sighed as I didn't reply "They'll come through in a minute." she said plainly, before walking out of the room.

I sat in silence and I looked down at myself, staring at the hospital gown they had put on me while I was passed out and I bit my lip They must've seen all my scars, bruises, everything.. I leaned back against my pillows and I closed my eyes sadly before they snapped open as I heard the door creak open "Jeongguk-ah..!" I heard Jin-hyung say and I looked at the door, before smiling weakly as I saw Joon-Hyung and Jin-hyung standing there, looking at me with a sad smile.

"H-Hyungies.." I mumbled, holding my arms out for them. They took the hint and they both stepped towards me, hugging me tightly. I winced softly and they loosened their grip a little, but I held onto them like my life depended on it "I've missed you so much, gguk-ah.." I heard Joon-hyung mumbled, pulling away from the hug to look at me properly "M-Missed you too hyungies.." I said weakly, my voice still almost gone from the events that had happened lately.

Jin-hyung pulled away and he looked at me too, before he reached up to gently run his hand through my hair, but when he reached his hand up I flinched, looking away from him "We need to cut your hair.." he said softly, chuckling ever so slightly "I-I stole and ruined your jumper, I'm sorry.." I muttered, looking guilty "Oh gguk-ah, that's the least of your problems, don't apologise. I'll buy another one." he said, laughing quietly. I gave him a small smile and I nodded, shifting as they sat down on the bed "So how are you feeling Jeonggukie..?" Joon asked softly, tilting his head.

I fell silent and I looked down at my lap, fiddling with my fingers "...overwhelmed. M..missed you all so much, b-but I'm suddenly free and.." I trailed off as my eyes watered and I quickly blinked my tears away, not making eye contact with either of my hyungs "That's okay Ggukie..You've been with that monster so long that it'll take a bit to get used to normal life again. All that matters is that you're here, you're safe, and he'll never go near you again." Jin comforted, making a tear roll down my face "N-Never again..?" I asked softly, trying my hardest to not sound hopeful.

"Never again. C'me here" Jin said, holding his arms out. I shifted slowly down the bed and I very slowly put my arms around him, resting my head on his shoulder as I leaned against him. I sniffled quietly and I quickly wiped away my tears "it's okay to cry koo-ah." Joonie said, which prompted me to let out a quiet sob, burying my face in Jin's shoulder. Jin-hyung moved to gently rub my back but I flinched, gently pushing his hand away. He seemed to understand and he intertwined our fingers, gently squeezing my hand "You're so strong to get through it all, so so strong." Joon said, gently ruffling my hair.

I sobbed into his shoulder for a few more moments before the door opened and Nurse Jung walked into the room, making me quickly wipe my tears and hold my breath to stop crying "Jeongguk-ah, I need to write a report to the detective." she said, walking around to the other side of the bed to look at me. I didn't reply and I hid my face completely in Jin-hyung's shoulder, who put his arm around me protectively.

"So, what happened to you last night? I believe you were-" I cut her off with a sob as the memories flooded back and I pulled away from Jin, turning around to not look at anyone as I sobbed "Jeongguk, face me, please. What happened?" the nurse pushed, making me sob even more as I put my head in my hands "It's obvious he's not ready to talk about it, please stop pressuring him." Joon said sternly to the nurse, who just sighed in annoyance "Fine, I need to grab the test."

I let Jin-hyung slowly pull my back into a hug and I continued sobbing, trying to block out the memories from last night "Shh..it's okay honey.." I sobbed harder and I took a shaky breath, wiping my tears "...don' wanna be here.." I sobbed, my voice a pitch higher since all my emotions had pushed me unwillingly into littlespace "I know baby, I know..you won't be in here long, it's okay baby." Appa comforted, looking at me sadly.

"...G-Ggukie gotta take a test..?" I asked softly, pulling away to almost instantly stop crying, which made Joonie look very concerned "..uh, I guess.." Appa said, looking towards the door "..h-hope I pass, don' wanna fail.." I mumbled, gulping softly "I think this is a kind of test that is bad if you pass.." Appa mumbled, gently kissing my forehead "Oh.." I said, pouting a little.

I stayed still for a moment before I pushed myself out of littlespace, swearing under my breath "N-no, can't do it again." I muttered to myself, letting out a soft, annoyed sigh "Hey, no it's okay to slip hon.." Jin-hyung said, looking a little confused "N-No, I can't. Too tainted." I mumbled, gulping softly "Tainted..? Wha-" Joon was cut off when the door opened and Nurse Jung came in, making me frown as she was holding a box "I need to be alone with him, could you two wait outside please?" she asked, turning to my hyungies. They both sighed and nodded, walking out of the room together.

I looked at Nurse Jung and I watched as she unpacked a box of things, trying to read what the box was for "Now, you'll need to relax for this, Jeongguk-ah." I was very confused and I moved away from her as she stepped closer to me, and she frowned "Stay still." she said with a sigh. I didn't react and I stared at the box before my eyes widened as I finally read what it said on the side, in big black letters.

Rape kit.