Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

다섯

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If I could be the floating snow, Maybe I could get to you even just a little bit faster

- Spring Day

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~The Same Day~

~Seokjin's POV~

The bus ride home was silent but I kept the smile on my face in an attempt to keep the mood up "We're here." I pulled the door opened and I jumped out of the bus, waiting for everyone to get out. They all came out one by one each, mumbling a 'thank you hyung' to me as they passed. When we got inside I went to the kitchen and I served up the pancakes onto the plates, and I looked over at the one other plate in the cupboard with a sigh.

"J..Tae do you mind getting some cutlery for us please" I said, hoping the others didn't notice my slip as I continued putting down a plate in front of all the others "But hyung, what about earlier?" Hoseok asked, looking up at me as I put a plate in front of him "I shouldn't have taken food away from you, so I'm giving it to you now" I smiled at him and I sat down, thanking Taehyung when he gave the cutlery to all of us "Thanks hyung..." Hoseok said, cutting his pancakes up. I looked around at all the others who were just playing with their food, and Yoongi wasn't eating at all.

that's a bad sign, he's thinking too much, he's phased out "So uh, Yoongi-ah, are you looking forward to the album releasing tomorrow? What do you think army will say?" I asked, bringing him back to reality. The others looked at me confused but they caught on when they saw he didn't touch his food it's a code between us, if someone isn't eating, he's lost in his thoughts, and most of the time they are bad, so we always try to bring them back before they fall too deep and not eat anything at all.

"I'm looking forward to it...We worked hard on the songs and I'm sure army will love them..." He gave me a weak smile and I nodded, taking a bite of food "Are you looking forward to Promoting?" He shrugged and kinda shook his head and nodded at the same time "yes and no...It's repetitive, but thankfully we have Dionysus and Boy With Luv this time so it mixes it up a bit. It's nice to feel army's support for us though, at every stage they give us overwhelming support don't they.." The others all agreed quickly and I smiled softly "Yeah..." I said quietly before Yoongi sighed, getting up and putting his plate on the counter "Sorry hyung, I'm not hungry" My mouth fell open in shock and I frowned "No, you have not had a SINGLE bite today like the rest of us, you are eating at least half of one pancake." He sighs and sits back down, grabbing his plate and grabbing a fork "Fine."

After dinner was over I put the plates in the dishwasher as they all made excuses and left, Jimin with 'vocal practise' Hoseok with 'dance practice' Yoongi with no excuse at all and Namjoon with the excuse to talk to Armys, which I don't mind "Oh I'll clear up what Minnie left earlier then, thanks for offering to help" I rolled my eyes and I picked up the little's colouring book and pens, noticing how when he made the rabbit earlier how he tried so hard to stay within the lines to impress Jeongguk.

"Bless him.." I said with a soft smile, packing it away in the littlespace kitchen box "He made a bright purple elephant too." Taehyung said, helping me shut the overflowing box "Thanks Tae. Did he really? that's cute" I imagined Minnie dancing around with a purple elephant and a rabbit in my brain and I chuckled softly. Taehyung looked down at the ground and my smile softened to concern "Are you okay Tae?" He sighed and look up at me "I don't wanna be the maknae..." I put my arm around him and he nuzzled into me, relaxing. 

"Well, I can the fakenae for you, then you won't be the maknae" He laughed and I pulled away from the hug "I guess that works too" He smiled at me and he grabbed a drink of water. My smile faded but when he turned around I quickly put the fake smile back on my face I'm the eldest, I shouldn't bog them down with me being sad. I did get an acting degree, since bighit won't let me act much I guess I can use it in other places.

"I'm gonna go look through twitter.." Taehyung picked up his glass and he walked out of the kitchen, presumably to his room. I sighed and I checked my phone, seeing the notification from V-Live I could drop in on Namjoon and invade his live with my handsomeness. Yeah, I'll do that, that's a good idea. I headed to Namjoon's studio and I knocked on his door, hearing him chattering about Intro: Persona "Who is it?" A voice called and I chuckled "For once it's not Jimin, it's me, your worldwide handsome hyung" I heard a laugh and I heard a chair getting pushed aside

"Oh, it must be Yoongi-hyung then, Hello hyung!" He opened the door in my face with a wide smile on his face and I laughed "How dare you! I am the most handsome out of the entire group!" He rolled his eyes and shut the door behind me as I sat down and waved at army "Hello army! It is me, worldwide handsome Jin, take your screenshots now, I'll pose" I posed like I was doing a photoshoot and Namjoon sat down in front of the camera "Hey, this is my live, not yours!" I pouted and I considered pushing him on the floor how dare he disrespect me like that! My perfect face always comes before his live, obviously.

I looked at the chat and I saw a sea of 'NAMJINNN I SHIP IT' flow through the chat but I saw one comment say 'Hah your maknae just got kidnapped yet here you are laughing with each other. how caring' I glanced over at Namjoon to see if he saw it but he was checking himself out on the camera, not reading the comments. I lied down on the couch behind him as I watched him chat to armys. I watched the chat roll by and Namjoon turned to look at me "Are you here just to check yourself out in the camera? or will you say anything important?"

I rolled my eyes and sat up "You want me to say something important? I love you army, never forget that" I blew a kiss to the camera and I stood up, opening the door "I'll leave you to chat with army, I'll go back to the dorm. Don't leak too much, there is only 24 hours left, don't spoil it yet." I blew them all a kiss and I shut the door behind me, hearing Namjoon talk about our new teacher, thankfully missing out the bit where he yelled at me for being horrible but that totally won't happen again, I'll suddenly become good at dancing and impress him totally.

I'll totally act like I'm fine when inside I'm screaming, I'll totally become as good at Jimin at dancing, I'll totally be successful at existing. Yeah...Totally.