Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

열다섯

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It's my fault, you're joking, right?
This is fair? Oh are you crazy?

- 뱁새

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~The Next Day~

~Yoongi's POV~

"Woah, Yoongi-hyung has finally emerged from his room" I groggily opened my eyes and I saw Jimin standing there, looking at me "He had a rough night last night, be easy on him Jimin." Seokjin-hyung said, smiling at me when he saw I was awake "Morning Yoongi. How did you sleep?" I shrugged and I stood up, cringing as I stretched "Oh, by the way, hyung, Namjoon-hyung said that Sejin wants to talk to you at 11, and it's 10:30 so I'd get ready if I were you." Jimin said, making me nod slowly

"Any idea why he wants to talk?" Jimin shrugged and I sighed "alright...Well then I'll skip breakfast and I'll just head straight there. See you later guys" I headed to the front door and I put my shoes on, grabbing my keys. I slammed the front door shut as I left the dorm and I walked down the driveway and I looked at my pocket, feeling it buzz repeatedly "Hello?" I said, picking up the phone

"What's wrong hyung? I heard the door slam and you were gone." I heard Hoseok say. I smiled softly and I sighed "Namjoon said Manager Sejin wants to talk to me so I left, sorry for worrying you Hope. I'll be home in like an hour, tops" I said, hoping he would take the lie

"Oh, okay hyung! See you later!" The call ended and I sighed again, slipping my phone in my pocket with another sigh. I pushed open the door into the bighit building and I headed straight to Sejin's office. I took a deep breath and I knocked on the door "Come in" I pushed the door opened and I bowed as I entered, sitting down "Good morning Yoongi, how did you sleep?" I shrugged and I avoided eye contact "I slept fine. Why am I here?" I asked, getting straight to the point

"Well...How much work have you been doing lately?" He asked, making me frown "N...Not much...I haven't been in the studio much, I've been finding it hard to get out of bed..." I said quietly, staring at the pens on his desk "Well, I understand Jeongguk's kidnapping is very hard for you but there is still the rest of the group. You can't just sit on your ass all day expecting 5-star treatment, you still have to work! I'm sorry to say this but if you don't get your act together I might kick you out of BTS" My eyes widened and I felt my throat dry, making it hard to speak

"Do you promise to work harder and not just sit in your room all day?" I nodded quickly and he sighed "Thank you Yoongi, you may go now" I nodded slowly and I stood up, walking out of the room quickly. I walked away quickly and when I reached the street I leaned against the wall, groaning softly all this work I've put in, the hardships I've been through just to be thrown down the drain because of a stupid voice in my head?! how the fuck is that fair?!

I sighed and I  walked to Genius Lab and I sat down in the chair, staring at the black screen. I put my phone on the side, turned it on silent mode and I turned on my computer I'll stay here till around dinner, then I won't worry Jin-hyung. I made note of the time and I turned to my computer, starting up my music-making software.

After what seemed to be only a couple of hours I stood up and I got myself a coffee, hoping to fight away the tiredness that was slowly seeping in. As I sat back down I glanced at the clock which said '9:16 pm' and I frowned, looking at the music I was working on "I'm not finished yet...I'll give it a few more hours, I'm sure they won't mind" I checked my phone and I rolled my eyes at the '100+ messages and 20+ calls' from everybody. I turned back to my screen and I listened through my melody, making notes as it played.