Scars and Stuffies | J.JKxBTS AU

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I've pinched skin between my two fingers and wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors

~Nightmare

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~Taehyung's POV~

~~TW ED References~~

"Alright Hope-hyung, see you in a few hours!" I called out to him as he slammed the door "...'Yeah Yae, see you later.'" I muttered sadly as I washed up the dishes from lunch. I sighed softly seeing Seokjin-hyung had a plate set out for Jungkook that had stayed there for the past month now, but I know he'll probably never eat here again.. "Hey Tae, how you doing?" Namjoon asked, walking into the kitchen to give me a cup to clean "I'm doing alright hyung..what are the others doing?" I asked as I washed up his mug

"Jimin's having a shower I think, he locked himself in the bathroom and he's been in there for a while. Yoongi-hyung I have no idea, still in his room and Seokjin-hyung is watching Marvel, not sure what one though." I sighed softly and nodded as I looked away "I'm gonna go check on Yoongi-hyung. Can you check on Jimin and tell him that I need to have a talk with him? don't get in the shower with him" He said with a chuckle, making me nod.

"Thanks Tae, you're a real help.." I walked out the kitchen and I rushed to our shared bathroom. I tried the door and I frowned, seeing it was unlocked. I slowly opened the door and I saw Jimin standing in front of the mirror in his boxers, pinching his thighs and his stomach. He was frowning and I noticed how green he looked "Jimin? Are you okay..?" I asked, making him jump "oh, T-Tae. I'm fine, I didn't notice you open the door. What do you need? Do you want me to leave?"  I shook my head and I held out his clothes I hope what i'm thinking isn't right...if it is right, I have to gather more evidence, he won't respond if I just ask him..

"Joonie-hyung wants to talk to you.." I said, watching as he pulled his clothes on "O...okay.." He looked down at the ground and moved to walk away, but I grabbed his hand, making him pause "Aww, your hands are so tiny!" I said, holding my pinky up to his. He started giggling and he hid his face "Your hands are just freakishly big.." He said softly. I was happy I cheered him up slightly and I laughed softly "Na, you're just tiny!" I said, making him smack me "Hey! I am older than you, respect me"

I rolled my eyes and I shut the bathroom door behind us "By like 2 months, don't act like Jin-hyung!" I said, walking towards Namjoon's bedroom "Jin-hyungie is funny," He said, giggling even more. I smiled knowingly and I squeezed his hand "Yeah, he is. Except his jokes, they are horrible." I said, chuckling slightly. Jimin feigned shock and he pulled his hand out of mine, crossing his arms "They're good jokes! T..They very clever."  He said with a slight lisp, and his voice was a pitch higher.

"If you say so Jiminie" I said, smiling at him. He brushed his hair back and he looked at me cutely and I put my arm around him "C'mon Minnie, let's go to the playroom" I said, pulling him towards said room "B..But what about Namu..? he wanna talk to Minnie.." He said slowly, not wanting to move "Well, let's go talk to him first, then we can play!" He nodded slowly and we knocked on Namjoon's door

"Come in" I opened the door and we both walked in "Oh, hello you two. Jimin, can I talk to you alone?" he asked, looking up from his phone. When he looked at me I mouthed 'he's in littlespace, around 4' and he nodded "O..Okay Namu, but can Tata stay?" He asked, leaning towards me "...Alright, just don't say anything unless I want you to, okay Tae?" I nodded and I sat down in the corner. Minnie sat down next to Namjoon and I watched Namjoon sigh

"Minnie, what do you remember from bigspace lately?" He asked, making me frown "uh...Minnie don' 'member what JiJi does..Minnie can kinda 'member, but not mush.." Namjoon put his arm around the younger and Minnie spoke up "Minnie 'member that JiJi don't eats much..Hobi saids that he was uglys so Jiji belibes it.." He said sadly, his voice cracking slightly.

"oh, I'm sorry baby...I know he's your brother, and sometimes your daddy, but if Hobi says something like that, don't believe him, okay? but don't hate him for it either, he doesn't remember he says it. Got it pup?" Minnie nodded slowly and he sighed softly "Now, Can you try to eat more for me? You said JiJi doesn't eat much. Please try to eat more?" I frowned, wanting to say something but I remembered what he said earlier That's not how you convince him to eat! don't you remember years ago?

"Okies Namu..cans Minnie go play now?" He asked, standing up "no, you need to promise not to listen to Hobi's teasing, okay?" Minnie pouted and he shook his head "Minnie wanna listen to Hobi, he is big brotha.." Namjoon frowned and he stood up, towering over Minnie "Promise, right now that you won't listen to his teasing." He said sternly. Minnie gulped and he stepped back "D..Don't wanna.." he said, starting to shake. I jumped to my feet to help him but one glare from Namjoon sat me back down.

"Jimin, this is for your own good, just promise!" Minnie shook his head and he sniffed "I..I...I wan' Daddy.." He whined softly, crossing his arms "Your daddy is out, you've got to wait. Now promise." Minnie stepped back even more and he let out a sob and started crying, making Namjoon gasp a bit in surprise.

"Oh, Minnie!" I jumped to my feet and I put my arms around him "I want Daddy!" He yelled, sobbing into my chest "Now look what you've done, next thing we know Jimin'll get pushed out of littlespace then he'll run out and oh wait, that's what Jungkook did! Look, he obviously doesn't want to promise not to listen to his big brother/daddy, get that into your 140iq head! Now he's crying, and now he thinks you're a horrible caregiver. I'm gonna leave you to look past the red mist and then apologise to Minnie for forcing him to do something he doesn't want to do, making him cry and basically forcing him to eat without any support at all. Goodbye Namjoon, and yes, I'm not using formalities because you do not deserve respect right now."

I pulled Minnie to the playroom as he continued to sob and I tried to comfort him with his blankie, which calmed him down slightly but he kept crying "I want Daddy!!" He screamed, making me sigh "I'll see if I can contact you Daddy, okay pup?" I picked up my phone and I dialled Hoseok-hyung, missing his contact for a second as my hands were shaking but I managed to succeed in the end.

I held the phone to my ear trying to block out Jimin's cries and I sighed, hearing nothing. I tried again and again and the third time he picked up "What's wrong Tae? Sorry, Yeonseok is getting me to do Just Dance like 20 times in a row and he's not letting me check my phone. Who's crying? is that Jimin?!" I sighed and I looked at Minnie.

"He needs you, he keeps saying 'I want Daddy', please come. He's sobbing so hard he's not listening to me, come home hyung.." I begged, gulping "Ah, fuck..Yeonseok? I need to go back to the dorm, there's an emergency." he said away from the phone to our dance instructor.

"I don't care! You're staying here or else I'm going to Bang PD and I'm gonna get you kicked out for not working hard enough!" I heard him yell so loud even Minnie paused his tears to listen "You can't do that, he won't listen to you. I need to get home to my baby, you aren't gonna tell me what to do!" Minnie started crying even more and I sighed softly

"Daddy's gonna get kicked out!" Seokjin ran into the room and he gasped, seeing Minnie sobbing "What happened sweetheart?!" He asked, rushing over to the little "Long story hyung.. He wants Hoseok, who's coming now.." I started getting a headache from the neverending sobs and I held my head with a sigh "I'm coming hyung, I'm literally running home the 3 miles from our studio" He said panting "Go get a glass of water Tae, you look really pale. Minnie, here.. Take your paci, I'm sure your duckie misses you?"

I got up and I walked out of the room, my head starting to throb from the constant tears. I got myself a glass of water like Jin-hyung wanted and I stared at it I'm so useless, I can't even comfort Jimin..I've yelled at Namjoon-hyung too! I'm pathetic.. "I'm home!" Hoseok yelled, running to the playroom. I leaned over the kitchen sink and I sighed, sipping the water. I heard Hope-hyung comfort Jimin and I gulped down all my water in two gulps. I stared at the empty glass and I frowned, gripping it tightly. Then in one swift movement I spun around and I thew it at the wall, smashing glass everywhere "Glass half empty, or half full? How about.. glass half smashed."