Suicide Help

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Somedays I try to get up with a smile and some days I just wanna be swallowed up by my bed. There are times when I get so angry and just want to break everything. Others I'm trying to be there for everyone and offering all my energy.

My experience in this life so far hasn't been a good one but I have been trying to find my purpose. One thing I have learned is that the battles we face often make us stronger. Sometimes we get more then we think we can handle. Often we never see how strong we are until after the dust settles. One thing is for sure, we are amazing in design and will power. 

Depression, suicide, and anxiety have manifested in my life since I was nine. Each day that passes is a struggle for me. I think some days are gonna be great and some days I feel as if everything is not worth it anymore. The one constant I have is this book series. So many people have been touched by the words I write. Now I don't say that to boast or self promote. I say that to lend a voice to those who struggle. You all have a role in my life no matter the size. There are some who come and give me words of encouragement and some just tell me they are glad I am still here. Sobbing I write these words for all those who have and continue to impact my life for the better. So many people have become true friends and I am eternally grateful. 

Thank you to everyone who has been a part of this and will continue to support the message. Moving forward I will be spreading the message of acceptance and freedom with my whole heart. If you ever feel alone I want you to know you have a support system waiting to help you. 

P. S.

I know it seems hard sometimes but you were meant to smile and bask in the glory of self-love and happiness.