WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT!
Poolside Fun
Killua wakes up to an empty bed that night, bleary eyes blinking in confusion at the vacant spot in front of him, his left arm which should have been splayed across Gon's warm chest, was laying on the cold, empty sheets where his lover was supposed to be.
Killua sat up, rubbing at his eyes as he tried to listen whether or not Gon was in the bathroom. After a few minutes of complete silence, Killua frowned as he swallowed down the sudden panic that climbed up his throat.
He never woke up alone at night, sometimes in the morning, but never at night. Killua climbed out of bed, moving to the window to glance outside to try and see if he could spot his love. A sigh of relief passed his lips as he spotted Gon sitting outside by the pool, feet kicking back and forth in the cold water as he stared at the water's surface with distant eyes.
Killua whined lowly before he turned on his heal and left the room. He quickly descended the two flights of stairs, hesitating by the kitchen window as he wondered whether or not Gon would even appreciate his company. He must have left Killua alone for a reason, right? What if he wanted to spend some time alone, away from Killua?
He contemplated this for a while, but the concern and general need he felt to be with Gon pushed him forward to exit the house, footsteps quiet as he approached his love. Killua sat down beside Gon with little to no distance between them, arms brushing as he pulled his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around them and hugging his legs.
“I'm sorry, Killua,” Gon spoke up after a few moments later, gaze still trained on the water's surface. “I didn't want to bother Killua, but I wanted some fresh air. I was supposed to get back before Killua woke up, but I guess I'm too late for that now, huh?”
Killua sighed softly, bumping Gon's shoulder with his own as a playful smile tugged at his lips. “Don't worry about it, Gon, it's okay,”
Gon turned to look at him, sitting up before he pulled Killua towards himself, pressing the smaller male into his chest as he nosed at soft, snowy hair.
The two remained quiet for a while in each other's embrace, breathing in their love's scent as they listened to the quiet sound of the water moving around Gon's feet. Killua tilted his head back so he can watch Gon, frowning softly at the distant look in his love's eyes.
“What's wrong, Gon?” He asked after a few minutes of watching him.
Gon looked down at his love, gently squeezing him to his chest, left hand kneading at his side. “Nothing's wrong,” he replied.
Killua's frown deepened. “Please don't lie to me, I can see something's bothering you; you have your adorable thinking face on,” he pointed out.
Gon smiled softly as he looked down at Killua again. “Adorable thinking face?” He questioned.
Killua nodded, utterly serious. “Yeah, so tell me what's on your mind?”
Gon's eyes searched his, his smile dropping fairly quickly before he sighed and looked out over the water again. “I'm just...thinking about some things, is all,”
“What things?” Killua asked softly, his chest constricting with worry.
Gon hesitated for a while, before he quietly started to express his worries. “I just realised today that, one day, I might be forced to live without Killua, and that thought-it terrifies me. I don't want to live without Killua, I don't know what I'd do-how I'd even manage to survive-I-! I don't know how I'd be without Killua and I just-”
“Gon,” Killua cut him off, cupping both of his cheeks in his hands as he sat up, guiding his love's head to look him in the eyes. “You'll be okay,” he stated firmly.
Gon frowned as his lower lip quivered. “But-”
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