playlist ; im changkyun

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'I heard you will have your concert at New York this time. All Monsta X members are really handsome now. Minhyuk is still like before, isn't he? I heard they all are still together with my friends. They'd contact them secretly. But how come you and I ended up like this? Did you grew tired of me? I miss you a lot, Changkyun.' you said in your mind.

Multiple times guys asked you out but you rejected. You just couldn't face the fact that you're single. That you're not Changkyun's. The fact that he left you hanging without any explanation make it worse. Was it easy to leave you? Or was it all his plan from the start because he doesn't like you anymore?

'I bought the ticket, Changkyun. I wanted to see you again and the others. I miss them a lot too. Don't you miss me? Even a bit? But, why would you miss me, right? You already have her. Just, treat her well, Changkyun. I believe in you.'

26/01/2018

'I can do this. I can meet him and the others too. I will not cry anymore. Just one more last time, and I'm done. I just wanted to celebrate his birthday again, one last time"

flashback

"Kyun! Kyun! Make a wish and blow out the candles"

"Okay"

"What did you wish for?"

"For us to be together, forever"

"Aw, my boyfriend is a cutie. I'm hoping for the same thing too, Kyun. Now let's eat"

"Wow! You made these for me?"

"Of course! I woke up at 5 a.m just to prepare all this"

"Thank you, girlfriend. I love you a lot"

I smiled bitterly reminiscing those moments.

The fans were all so sweet, singing happy birthday to you. You looked so happy. I wish I could see that smile more. Were you happy that you get to celebrate your birthday with Monbebe too? But for me, I was glad that I get to celebrate it again with you. Maybe this is the last time.

"Can you pass this to Monsta X? I made some for you to taste too. I didn't put poison in them, don't worry. I would never do that to my friends" The staff nodded and from afar, you could hear Minhyuk and Shownu whining, asking for food. You get to see them eating the food you made because they were doing V-live.

But, Changkyun didn't eat. He was on his phone the whole time. Kihyun said the food tastes like their friend's.

'You remembered me, Kihyun? Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it, though Changkyun didn't eat them.'

You went home with a heavy heart. You made the meal especially for Changkyun. You did his meal box a little too extra for his birthday. But he doesn't care at all.

That is not the Changkyun you knew.