playlist ; im changkyun

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Jiyeon's POV

And to think that I would be fine the next day was a total bullshit. I begin my day with a horror appearance. Puffy-eyes, dark circles, stained cheeks, and a messy hair. I am a total wreck at this rate. All I wanna do is to lie on my bed for the whole day but I have work to do.

I need to go to Starship Ent. today to meet Changkyun for his solo MV discussion. With a face a like this, great. Sure I can conceal the dark circle but puffy eyes? It would be so obvious. But whatever, I'm just gonna do my work, and wrap it up early because I don't think I can handle anything more. I'm basically tired, mentally.

I went out from my room after done getting ready. Jimin greet me with a kiss on my forehead. He then, noticed my puffy eyes. He scrunched his eyebrows and ask, "Ji, did you cry last night? Why? What happened sis?"

I immediately smile at him and place my hand on his shoulder, saying, "Nothing min, just work stuffs. Don't worry about me. Do you want to eat breakfast? I can make toast for you too."

"I know you're not okay, but if anything serious happen, please tell me. I'm sad if you're sad too, Yeon." He says and hugged me. "Oh, make two for me please? I'm hungry" he said pleading with his eyes.

I laughed at his cuteness despite him being a brother just a while ago acting worried and being mature. I nod at him and went into the kitchen.

After I give Jimin his breakfast, he sprinted out of the house, while screaming that he'll cook dinner for me again tonight. He's acting like that because he doesn't want me to reject his offer. I'll just let him be, because he's the only one I can rely on now. Good thing he doesn't know that I broke up with Changkyun 3 years ago, and met him again.

After I had my breakfast, I immediately go to Starship Ent. Greeting the staffs, I was led to a spacious meeting room. Usually we only had our discussion in his office but, this time is different. I was wondering why because I wasn't expecting anything in particular. You could tell I am tired by my face and I don't want any surprise, not today.

I knocked on the door, and was greeted by 7 men. Casual dressed but being an idol, whatever they wear will look good. I wasn't expecting this, most likely because today is supposed to be a discussion with Changkyun alone. I bowed and they ask me to take a sit down.

Minyuk was the first one to greet me with smile all over his face. Followed by the others, and worried Kihyun. He waved his hands but I can see well enough that he is worried. I couldn't pinpoint why exactly he is like that so I started the conversation by asking, "So, why are you guys here? I thought today is going to be IM's solo MV discussion? Did you guys changed the schedule?"

Wonho and Hyungwon smiled, "No Jiyeon, we're here to meet you after nearly 4 years. How have you been? I see that you're not in a good mood today?"

I chuckled a little bit and bite my cheeks, responding, "I've been good, and unfortunately yeah. Sorry."

Shownu being a caring papa bear he is, just answered, "Everyone got those days too. Don't worry baby sis. Take your time."

That nickname. They always called me that before when we're together cuddled up in their living room.

"I like your hair, Yeon. They're soft." Changkyun said, while playing with my hair with my head on his lap.

"Yeah, that's what she got for washing her hair consistently. Not like Hyungwon right here" Minhyuk said, annoyed that Hyungwon didn't showered last night after practice.

"I was tired, okay? Cut it off Minhyuk." Hyungwon replied.

Shownu and Soojung then came to the living room with fruits, "Babies Changkyun and Jiyeon, come here eat these. Good for your growth" Soojung Unnie said.

"She said that on purpose or? Am I that short? Kihyun hyung is only 1cm apart when we have like 3 years age gap! Unfair!" Changkyun whined to me and pouted. I shook my head watching him.

Shownu said, "Baby sis, please drag him and eat these," and I ended up dragging a 60kg Changkyun to the living room to eat fruits.

I miss those moments with them. They're like my 7 lost brothers. They were the one who filled in Jimin's spot when I miss him.