playlist ; im changkyun

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Changkyun's pov

I knew it was you. I knew you were in front of me earlier. You have changed so much. You've gotten more prettier. You recognized me, don't you? That's why you flinched earlier. I just wanna talk to you again. I purposely play my phone in front of you to show you the ring.

Remember our 3rd anniversary ring? Yeon, you designed it for us. I still wear it until now. I hope you still remember. But I don't see any of my gifts around your neck or wrist when I turned around to look at you. Did you throw them away?

Have you moved on, Yeon?

4 years ago

"Changkyun, do you have a girlfriend?" the manager asked me.

"Yes, he does Manager-nim. Jiyeon, Park Jiyeon. She's friend with all of our girlfriends. High school friend." Minhyuk butted in.

"No, I don't have any" I coldly said.

Wonho shook my arm, "Yah, what are you saying?"

"I wanted to focus on my career. I have no time to date" I said to them.

Everyone was so shocked especially Kihyun. He was the one who always supported me and Jiyeon. He had always treat Jiyeon like his own sister. I'm sorry, hyung. I had to, I need to be succesful for the sake of Jiyeon too. She believed in me.

She will surely understand me, right?

In the dorm

"Changkyun, hold on. What were you saying just now?" Kihyun asked in anger.

"I don't have a girlfriend? Why?"

"What kind bullshit is that? Then how about Jiyeon, Kyun-ah?" Jooheon asked.

"Look, I just want to be succesful. She believed in me. I want to make her proud. Later when I become popular, I'll go find her." I said protecting myself. I love her, but I just need to stabilize my career.

"You messed up a big time, Changkyun. Later if Jiyeon found someone else, I hope you won't sleep knowing you made a wrong decision." Hyungwon added.

"No, she won't do that. Jiyeon loves me. She wanted to see me success." I said, shouting.

"Changkyun, have some respect for your hyung. But really, how am I gonna explain to Soojung about this? The girls will hate you" Shownu said.

"You know how clingy Jiyeon is. You will cut off everything from her. Phone calls, texting and all. You think you can handle all of those?" Kihyun asked, but sounds more like warning.

"I trust Jiyeon, hyung. Our love is strong".

"Whatever, Kyun. If I hear anything bad from Seojin regarding Jiyeon and if it's about you, you'll see" Wonho said.

They all adore Jiyeon because we're the maknae couple. Jiyeon is really cute because she is actually whiny and she get pissed off easily. Jooheon and Jiyeon match really well. Other than that, Jiyeon is always respectful of the hyungs. She knows how to take care of us when the others are not here.

Did I really made a right decision? Will Jiyeon actually can wait for me?

2 years ago

The CEO of Starship Entertainment asked Monsta X's manager to call out Changkyun and meet him at his office.

"Why? Is something wrong?"

"I don't know, he didn't say anything else" Manager dragged him out of his studio.

He was in the midst of writing lyrics. A song, for Jiyeon.

"Yes, why would you want to see me, Sir?"

"Have a seat, Changkyun" He smiled softly.

"You do know the others have been secretly dating their girlfriends, right?"

"Yes. But I thought there is no problem with that?"

"Exactly. You are the only who have no girlfriend. Can you do me a favour?"

"May I know what kind of favour?" You asked him in anticipation.

"You are really hot now, Changkyun. Everyone know you and Monbebe are very supportive, you know that. They have always wanted the members to date. But I couldn't make up an announcement because they already have girlfriends. You are the only one who can help me."

Shit, this is wrong.

I was selfish because I didn't think about Jiyeon at all that time and, I eventually agreed. After the meeting, I went back to practice room to practice for our concert.

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"Yah, what was it?"
"What did the CEO told you, Changkyun-ah?"
"Is it bad? Is it good?"
"What have you done, maknae-yah?"
"Hurry tell us!"

In the middle of the noise, there's a pair of eyes who are glaring at Changkyun.

It's Kihyun. He knew it.

"You agreed? Really? Do you even think about Jiyeon? Do you really love her at the first place? What have you done? Mina told me Jiyeon is a mess now. She is now a mess, because of you. Do you think career topped everything? Do you care about her feelings? You guys didn't meet, nor talk to each other for 2 years, Changkyun. It's quite surprising to see that she actually waited for you. Be grateful, you ass. And now you agreed to that bullshit the company is making? Seriously?" Kihyun snapped.

And truthfully, I was in pain to see my hyung like this. He would never shout like this to anyone. I made him shout, I made him curse, and now, I made a huge mistake.

"Changkyun!" "Explain, kid!" "Where are you going?" The hyung are calling but I just wanted to get out from this room. This is complicated. And as I took out my phone, the article is already out.

IM from Monsta X reveals to date a non-celebrity girl.

Jiyeon-ah, I am sorry.