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I feel the need to spend my free time in a library 'cause I love to read books. My dad had always make me read. He said, the informations will be very useful in the future for every single thing. It doesn't matter what kind of book, as long as I read a book. And really, those times I spent reading books really helped my speaking and writing skills.

Walking from school to library took about 30 minutes. Just enjoying cool breeze and fresh air as I walked through the road of Seoul.

I greet the librarian as I arrived. He smiled and let me in. I love sitting at the corner seats. Nobody wants to sit there, make the space feels bigger and I get to enjoy the scenery of the city from up here.

I picked novels and a few comics. I'm not in the mood to study so, I want to read romance books. Yeah, lonely dude here.

After I finished picking the books, I walk to the seat just to find someone already occupied one out of five seat. Ow, maybe no privacy today.

It's okay. I just can't squeal when anything cute comes out. So I proceed on reading the books I picked. But, the boy besides me is like, really quiet. I wonder what he is reading. I peeked at his book, and duh Science. No wonder, he is concentrating as if his life depends on it.

After 3 hours, I grow tired from sitting. I decided to go home as it is already 5 p.m. Bringing out my phone from the pocket of my hoodie, I texted my mom to ask about today's dinner. But, she will not be at home until tomorrow.
My mom works at an agency and always stay out. Another convenience store dinner I see.

I arrived home at 5.55 p.m. I showered to freshen up my body from all the school shits and from all the sweats.

I just put on a grey shirt and a pair of shorts and black sneakers. I walked to the convenience at Hangang River. I wanted to ease my mind a little. Knowing school has been really hectic with exams and all.

I smiled at the workers and went in. I just grabbed a bowl of ramen, and a sausage. Along with a can of coffee.

After the ramen and sausage are ready, I picked them and put them on the table outside the store. Seeing many couples spending time here, makes me feel happy.

I was taught to not envy other people's happiness. That way, you can actually feel motivated to make yourself happy too. Although sometimes happiness doesn't last long, it is very important to appreciate those times.

Even I have never dated before, I can actually feel their feelings. Sometimes? Just sometimes I just want someone to actually be here with me so that I can happily laughing around while walking and hold their hands.

I have my friends but you know the feeling of needing a partner.