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"Are you ready?" Shownu asks his members.

"Yes, MONSTA X HAAAH" Monsta X cheering before going up the stage.

Screams could be heard. Thousands of white lights fill the stadium. They could see various cards, various faces. United, in one place to enjoy their concert, their songs. One by one, they thank God for this chance. Especially the youngest one, knowing he can't meet them anymore.

They are singing 'I Miss You'. Changkyun couldn't erase Monbebe's screams and reaction to his song. He want to hug them so much, but he can't. He just want them to know, he just want 10,000 and all of them  around the world to know he is very grateful to have them.

After they finished the song, he said, "I hope you guys will find comfort in this song. Let this song be our pillow when hard days hit us. Let's communicate to each other through this song."

Monsta X deliver their songs powerfully and charismatic as always. Changkyun was staring at Monbebe the whole time. Even before they leave the stage,  his eyes never left. He will miss them dearly.

Changkyun is walking backstage while wiping off his sweats on his forehead. He walks a little slow than the others. He wants to feel everything for the last time. This is his last concert.

"Kyun-ah. I'm here." Changkyun stops. As if his heart is being ripped apart by that voice. But he found so much comfort in them. He doesn't want to turn around because he know how sad she is by the tone of her voice.

"I.M, you did great." She wasn't alone. Their friend, Jinyoung also came to his concert. His last one.

He had no choice. It would be rude to ignore them. Plus, he doesn't want to leave Jiyeon like this, wrecked and hurt. Jiyeon deserve to be happy, she deserve to smile.

"Hi, thanks a lot for coming. Did you guys enjoyed the show?" Changkyun asks, eyes glued to Jinyoung. He can't seem to look at Jiyeon right now. That guilt feeling is rushing through his body.

"I'll leave you both here. You guys were awesome by the way. Monsta X *thumbs up* " Jinyoung playfully said.

"Thanks, bro." Changkyun smiles to him, watching him leave both of them backstage. There were no one around. Jiyeon is in verge of tears. Changkyun couldn't help but to hug her. He can't look at Jiyeon crying like this because of him.

"I'm sorry, Yeon. I missed you so much," Changkyun patting her head, stroking down her hair.

"I'm here, Kyun. I missed you too," Jiyeon replies, sobbing in Changkyun's arms.

They eventually made up and somehow his heart feels heavier than last time. Jiyeon is finally smiling. He can't stop thinking about how he made Jiyeon literally broke down like this. He can't forgive himself.

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"What do you want for breakfast? McDonalds?"

"Changkyun! I'm on diet!" Jiyeon pouts, crossing her arms.

"Okay, okay princess. Then what? Oatmeal?" Changkyun asks, smiling at how cute Jiyeon looks right now.

"Yes please. You need to support me mentally and physically so I can lose weight!" Jiyeon scolds him.

"Arasseo. I was just joking. Although you're still beautiful no matter how your body looks like, I know you're stubborn." Changkyun complains, while Jiyeon 'tch'ed at his remarks.

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"Jiyeon-ah. Please wake me up later when my favourite show is on." Changkyun said, while holding her hand.

"Okie dokie. Get some rest, baby. I will wake you up later. Have a good sleep! I love you" Jiyeon kiss Changkyun's red, alive lips.

She continues doing her work since then.

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