Kpop Ambw Imagines

In the future

NCT
Johnny

Amir was always bigger than others. At 12 weighing 150 and at 16 weighing 199. Though you couldn't tell at all she was that weight, she dwelled on her weight.

She never joined sports in fear of being made fun of. She never went out and walked around with friends.

Her friends constantly asked her why she didn't do certain things, she just ignored it or gave them a false answer.

But there was one friend who couldn't ignore it, one of her closest guy friends Johnny.

"Johnny I'm fine, I just like being in the house." Said Amir, knowing she was again lying.

"Okay Amir, if anything like anything is going on just let me know." Said Johnny putting his arm on her shoulder while they were sitting on her couch.

There was something else. Amir had the biggest crush on Johnny since 8th grade and kept it hidden for all these years.

Johnny wasn't a quarterback, he was a dancer, he wasn't popular but he did get some attention from girls, he was just simple and average and that's what she liked about him.

"We should play truth or dare." Johnny said pulling Amir out of her thoughts. Amir sighed and looked at Johnny.

"Come on Amir it'll be fun." Amir rolled her eyes and responded.

"Okay fine, no stupid dares or questions." Johnny smiled in victory and asked the first question.

"Truth or dare?" Amir thought and decided.

"Dare" Amir said, feeling a little rebellious with her decision.

" I dare you too....tell me your crush" Amir froze.

"Isn't that more of a truth then a dare?" Johnny shrugged.

"Just answer it." Amir didn't know what to say, so she had to lie.

"I don't got a crush, crush free. Me? Have a crush? Never." Johnny looked at Amir for a second then laughed.

"Okay Amir, my turn." Amir released a breath she didn't even know she was holding.

Amir slowly opened her eyes, yarning. She snuggled more into what she was laying on and then curiously looked at what she was laying on and realizing it was Johnny.

Amir carefully got up trying not to wake up Johnny. She went over to her phone that was sitting on the coffee table and the time said 10:45. They had been sleep for about 2 hours.

She knew it was too late for him to walk home so she decided to wake him up.

"Johnny, wake up" Amir said shaking his arm.

Johnny's eyes slowly opened and looked towards Amir.

"What time is it?" Johnny looked up to Amir's face.

Amir couldn't control her feelings anymore. She lunged towards Johnny, not caring if she was heavy.

Her lips touched his and he kissed her back. After a few seconds Johnny pushed her away.

"Amir, this is wrong, really wrong." Amir got off of him and sat on the couch adjacent to the couch he was on.

"I'm sorry, we're best friends, we aren't supposed nor meant to date. I was just tired of watching you in relationships with girls who weren't me." Johnny had sincerity in his eyes.

"Why didn't you just tell me how you felt, it's not hard Amir." Amir our of no where started to cry. One tear dropped down her face, then 3 then more and more until Johnny went over to embrace her.

"It's like nobody will ever like me, I'm ugly and I'm fat who would!" Amir screamed, and Johnny just held her until she started to calm down.

"Amir, there is nothing wrong with you." Amir shook her head.

"Then- then why don't you like me. I thought you did, you made it seem like you did." She gently pushed him away from her and moved to the other couch.

"Amir- I do like you but, I can't date you, at least not right now." Amir closed her eyes calming herself down. She was so confused she didn't really know what to say.

"What does that even mean Johnny?" He sighed

"I don't even know myself Amir, I'm just not tryna date right now. I'm in a good place with dancing and I don't want to put more on me. I'm not tryna seem selfish though, if we dated I would have to give you my attention and I know myself. I can't do that right now, I'm sorry Amir." Amir lifted her head up from having it in her hands.

"Not right now? What's that supposed to mean." He sighed again sitting on the other couch.

"Amir, I wanna date you, but in the future, I just can't right now. I know I'm not gonna be enough for you." Amir looked at him and he looked at her.

For a moment she just wished she never said anything but at the same time happy she said something.

"Amir I love you, I truly do. Any other girlfriends I had I tried to compare them to you and they all weren't for me. I want somebody with a personality like yours, I want you. I know you're sitting there going back and fourth with yourself but know I'm serious about dating you in the future." Amir sighed.

"So what about me, do I have to wait for when you're gonna make up your mind. You know I overthink about every damn thing! What am I supposed to do, try to move on but can't because of how much I've fallen for you!" She screamed at him. She was annoyed, confused, satisfied but not satisfied enough with his answers.

"Amir, just- just give me a month. I have a lot going on right now and I just wanna get it all situated and then I'll be ready to put my all for you. I really do love and care for you." Amir looked at him again, not with a look of okay, not with a look of I'll wait, but with a look of defeat.

"Okay Johnny, one month, that's all you're getting." That's all she could say.

"I promise Amir, in the future."

A/N
Just know never feel insecure because you don't look like everybody else. You are you, don't compare yourself to others.

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