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Plus size beauty

Monsta X
Shownu

I looked in the mirror in my bathroom and cried. Why couldn't I just be beautiful, why couldn't I be slim like the other girls?

My stretch marks looked horrible, my big arms and stomach made it even worse. Why does Shownu even want me? Maybe it's because he feels bad, or maybe he actually loves me but doesn't care about my body. What if-.

I was snapped out my thoughts when Shownu walked in the bathroom and smiled at me.

"Hey beautiful, how is my queen doing?" I tried to avoid is gaze so he couldn't see my tears.

"Good" I said walking over to the counter to put lotion on my arms.

"Baby, are you okay?" He said getting closer behind me, I tried to walk past him and out of the bathroom but he grabbed onto my waist.

"Y/n baby, what's wrong, did I do something?" I sighed, I felt bad because he thinks that what's wrong with me has something to do with him.

"No you didn't, just let me go I'm tired." I wiggled away from him and he ran in front of me and closed the door and stood in front of it.

When seeing my face, his expression changed. He looked me in my eyes and I couldn't hold back my tears anymore.

He walked up to me and held me, he didn't kiss me, he didn't try to talk, he just hugged me, and that felt so nice.

"Shownu, I hate my body, I hate everything about it. I don't even know why you want me." I said sobbing into his chest.

"Baby, there's nothing wrong with your body, you're thick and you have meat on your body, I love that about you. You aren't skinny like the other girls, you have beautiful curves and I love them." I cried harder into his chest, I just wanted all the pain to go away, to just disappear so I could be happy.

"There's a lot wrong with my body Shownu." He pulled away from me and gave me a short but loving kiss.

"For now until you feel better about yourself, you're going to look in that mirror and say you love yourself, and you're going to say one beautiful thing about yourself everyday, because there are hundreds of them." He said looking down at me holding my face in his hands.

"Babygirl I love you, I love your personality, your body, your loving soul, I love everything about you, and I want you to love yourself just as much." He kissed my forehead and smiled at me.

"I love you too Shownu" I said before going back to hugging him.

Remember to always love yourself. Just because you don't look like everyone else doesn't mean you're not beautiful. Like I always tell myself and others. YOU are YOU, don't EVER feel insecure because you aren't like everyone else.❤️

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