I'm billie, I'm 17. I'm a twin, my brothers name is Finneas. He lives in heaven now. Disappointment,depression, heartbreak and tears are very common in my life. Even after dealing with the pain of losing Finneas and barely surviving it, my bully Hal...
For the rest of these weeks after my first job, I've had tons more. Shawn's been secretly helping me with them this whole time, Erica thinks I've been doing them alone. It still hasn't gotten any easier but I don't have panic attacks anymore. I've had to come up with loads of excuses to lie to the boys and Zee because I've been missing so many plans and hang outs. I had a job last night and I'm absolutely drained. I'm laying in bed and I hear my phone ding so I check it *Snapchat*
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Oh shit! I completely forgot I had lunch with Zee today. I check the time and it's Well over past 1 pm...I must have overslept because I had a job yesterday and it wasn't just any lunch I missed, it is 'sweats to a restaurant' lunch. Zee and I have this crazy tradition that ever second Sunday we go to lunch at a fancy restaurant wearing sweatpants. We always get stared down by everyone there and it's so much fun...I don't know how I'm going to make it up to Zee for missing one of those
B: Zee I'm so so sorry!💞 Zee🤩💗: Oversleeping is like waking up at 10 latest but it's fuckin past 1!Why are you sleeping till past lunch time that's so unlike you!
B: Yeah I know I'm so sorry Zee I'm Just exhausted
Zee🤩💗: From what! You didn't even go out with us last night coz you had 'something' on
B: I did
Zee🤩💗: Well I embarrassed myself looking like a Fuckin weirdo rocking up to a fancy af Restaurant in sweat pants...alone!!
B: I'm so sorry Zee it won't happen again
Zee🤩💗: Oh really? Won't happen again? What about all the other thousand times You've missed plans with me and the guys Because you're out doing god knows what!
