CAPTURE>>Why don't we

CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT: MASSIVE HOLE OF LIES

Jonah.
I want to steal his precious soul and hide it in my treasure chest. I never want to loose him and I never want to stop kissing him. Me? I'm kissing Jonah? It's unbelievable, I can't believe that it's true still.Eventually we pull away from each other and we just smile. Woah. today has been so crazy! I got into a fight with Zee then we made up again,I kissed- oh my god
I forgot I kissed Daniel!
Fuck!

B: oh my god
I say not realizing that I'm reacting out loud 
Jo: well...glad you enjoyed it
B: huh...oh yeah I did
I really did.
But How could I be so stupid and let my gaurd down like that. It's bad enough that dan thinks he's the only one who's kissed me and that we're supposed to be keeping that from the guys already! If Dan finds out about me and Jonah , he'll be crushed and I really like him too! But...I also like Jonah and if he finds out about dan he'll also be crushed!
S h i t .

Jo: I really did too
He says blushing.

Absolute cutie.

Jo: Listen, please can we not tell the guys just yet
B:Yes! Uh...I mean...yeah sure whatever
I say trying to play it cool.
Fuck I'm dumb
Jo: okay now where were we?
He says leaning in again
Thinking about Daniel suddenly makes me feel disloyal so it just feels wrong kissing jo again

B: uh...I think we should get going
I say leaning farther away from his face
Jo: everything okay?
He asks confused
B: yeah
I lie and give him a small peck just to make him stop asking questions. He smiles at that

He grabs my hand and leads me to the car. We pretty much flirt the whole car ride back-not that I'm complaining or anything. When we pull up outside my house Jonah gets out and walks me to the door, what a gentlemen- he's making it so hard for me to choose between him and Daniel. Wait...does that mean I don't have feelings for Corbyn or Zach? Jacks the only sane one who isn't out of his mind and telling me he likes me, I mean me? Of all people?
I'm not beautiful
I never have been and I never will be.

B: thanks for...everything
I say as we reach the door
Jo: no thank you for the most memorable Yankees game...I'll never forget this day
B: yeah me too
I  give him a quick hug before I turn around to leave but he grabs my hand and spins me around to face him. He looks down at me

Jo: I love you
His lips fall onto mine once again before I can stop myself. Daniel pops into my head but paralyzed by the kiss I can't stop myself and I kiss back

B: I love you too
I say pulling away and meaning every word
B: See you tomorrow
Jo: can't wait, bye beautiful
He says giving me one last hug

I finally get into the house and head up to my room. After dinner I'm about to get into bed when my phone rings. Daniel. Well that's just fuckin great!

*call*
B: Dan?
D: how's my favorite Billie?
B: I'm the only Billie you know
I say giggling
D: true but your still my favorite
B: haha
D: hey what happened today with Haley?
B: let's just say I took care of it
D: how?
I tell him everything except for the Shawn part- I'm still mind blown by how much the principal opened up to me
D: teachers pet
B: haha
D: why wouldn't you let me come with?
B: I figured one of us should get in trouble so the other one can bail them out of detention
D: haha, god I love you
I smile all middle school like again
D: how come you didn't pick up your phone earlier?
B: I was at the Yankees game with Jonah
I say my stomach tingling from guilt
D: oh
I can hear the unmistakable disappointment in his voice
B: Dan please don't be mad
D: I'm not mad just a little bummed I guess
B: don't be
D: can I ask something?
B: shoot
D: did anything...you know...happen?
B: what do you mean?
I say stalling
I know exactly what he means
D: cmon Bil you know what I mean, did you kiss him or anything
B: we...uh
Shit.
I can't bring myself to do it, I can't crush him like that
B: just...cuddled
What am I doing
D: define cuddled
B: cmon dan you know what I mean, just hands and hugs
D: nothing more?
B: yeah
I'm just digging myself a deeper hole of lies
D: so basically what I'm hearing is...I'm the only one that's kissed you?
B: yes
No. Absolutely the exact opposite
D: thanks love
B: for what?
D: considering my feelings, I know you're not mine so you can do whatever you want but I'm not even gonna pretend to lie, it really does sting when I see you with other guys
B: of course I consider your feelings, I care a lot about you
This is probably the truest thing I've said on this call
D: am I dreaming?
B: haha,no why?
D: you? like the Billie Eilish Pirate Baird O'Connell just told me that she cares about me?
B: don't do that
D: what?
B: authoritize My name like that. Of course I care about you but it's nothing to flip out over, if anything I'm the one who thought I was dreaming when you said you liked me
D: god you're amazing but I think there's been a misunderstanding, I don't like you
My gut drops
D: I love you. A hell of a lot
Hallelujah
D: I bet I scared you
B: yeah you did
He giggles
Kill me
Cuteness overload
B: can you literally get any cuter?
D: me? no way your so much cuter than me
B: I disagree 1000%
D: you so are though! It's not even an opinion it's literally facts
B: not true at all but as much as I would love to sit here and argue who's cuter, I really need to go to bed
I know, really early for a girl my age to be going to bed at like nine but I'm physically and emotionally drained from this hectic day
D: yeah of course, my queen needs her beauty sleep.I was about to sleep but I couldn't because I needed to hear your voice coz I couldn't stop thinking about you

I'm in aw and I can't stop blushing. One of the many reasons why I've fallen for Daniel Seavey: he makes me feel special and let's me know constantly how much he loves me

B: goodnight my giraffe
D: goodnight beautiful , I love you
B: I love you too
D: p.s
B: yeah?
D: you're cuter
B: no-
BBBEEPPP

He's absolutely adorable i think to myself as I place my phone on charge and get into bed. I'll deal with how the fuck I'm gonna get myself out of this massive hole of lies I've dug tomorrow coz right now my mind is too occupied thinking about something else.
Traces of Daniel linger in my mind as I slip out of consciousness into a dream

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