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Noose

Warning x10 people!!
This includes self harm and suicidal thoughts, if you don't like that MOVE ON!! Now please, continue ;-;

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Levi's POV:

I just couldn't take the pain anymore. The pain of abuse and neglect. I just couldn't stand it anymore. Everyday was the same thing over and over again, being hit, burned, and kicked by Kenny, going to school and getting bullied, coming back home and having Kenny abuse me again, then crying myself to sleep.

I hated it. But no one was there to save me. My closest friend, Eren Yeager, didn't know about my depression. He didn't need to know. Eren would most likely abandon me the second he finds out. Not to mention I had the hugest crush on Eren, but he's not gay and my distant cousin, Mikasa, also liked him. He would most likely choose someone as pretty as Mikasa over someone as hideous as me.

I sat quietly in my room, covering my mouth to silence my heavy pants from crying so hard. Today was the day I was doing it. As in it I mean killing myself.

The pain is just so unreal. The void has taken to much of me, there's no saving this mistake. I just finished tying the noose I planned on using to kill myself.

I tied the rope to the fan blade, watching as it dangled helplessly. My hands were shaky as I grabbed a piece of paper from my desk and grabbed a pen. I started writing my suicide letter.

To whom ever it concerns,

I'm sorry I'm such a weak person. Always crying because I can't take the pain of reality. That's why I killed my self. To end this harsh life and hopefully start a new one. I have no place in this world, it will most likely improve since I'm gone. And Eren, im sure you and Mikasa will do just fine together. You might not know but she has the hugest crush on you. I loved you so much Eren, but you aren't gay so I never had the guts to confess because I'm such a pussy. Again, I apologize for being weak. I'll soon see my mother again...ha...Good bye cruel world..
      
                            Levi Ackerman

I put my pen down and felt the salty tears roll down my face. Eren..oh how much i Love you. Suddenly, my phone rang, playing the default ringtone of a iPhone. I noticed the number I.D read "YeagerBombtastic" I picked up the phone and held it to my ear.

"H-hello?" I Said in a quiet voice, not wanting Kenny to find out I still have my phone.

"Hey Levi...Theres a rumor going around about you..." The familiar voice of Eren Said nervously. My heart stopped, but I spoke.

"W-What's it about?" I asked.

"Levi, do you have a crush on me?" That's when I broke down, again.

"E-Eren I'm so sorry! I do love you! But you aren't gay!" I cried into the phone. I threw my phone on to the ground and didn't notice it went to speaker phone.

"Levi wait! You don't understand! I am-" I cut Eren off my crying harder, pulling a chair over to where my noose hung.

"It's okay Eren" I said quietly. "I'll be out of your hair soon. You didn't know this, but I suffer from serious depression. I've been suicidal for the longest time, but no one cares about me."

"Levi that isn't-" i cut eren off again.

"It doesn't matter anymore. I'm killing my self right now." I Said emotionlessly. I bent down and grabbed my phone off the floor. "Good bye Eren." I hung up.

I wrapped the noose around my neck and stared out the window, eyeing the shining moon. "Good bye world." I Said with a small smile on my face. I kicked the chair, leaving me hanging.

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Eren's POV:

"Good bye Eren." Levi's emotionless voice said through the phone before hanging up.

"Levi no!" I screamed, tears went down my face. I quickly slipped on my shoes and ran out the door, dashing towards Levi's house.

Luckily, Levi lived on the next street over, so I could quickly make it in time.

As I ran, I saw Mikasa. We made eye contact for a short amount of time as I ran. I saw a small blush on her face that I ignored. I loved Levi. I was gay. I didn't tell him because I thought he wasn't interested in me.

I knew Levi was gay, and he got bullied for it. I still loved him though. Levi is the prized person in my life. After a few Minutes of running, I finally made it to Levi's house.

I noticed his uncle wasn't home, so I kicked open the door and ran up the stairs. I trampled into Levi's room when I saw his body hanging motionlessly. I gasped as tears streamed down my face.

A thought soon came to mind. Maybe I could save him. I pulled the pocket knife I always kept in my pocket out and cut the rope down, watching as Levi's body fell on to the floor.

I quickly fell to my knees and held Levi's body in my arms. "Levi..please wake up..." I said quietly. I shook his body a couple of times, only for it to stay limp. I cried carelessly, knowing the love of my life was dead.

My tears fell on to his face. I cried harder. "L-Levi! I love you so much!" I cried, hugging his body closer. Suddenly, a hand reached up and touched my cheek.

"E-Eren?" Levi's voice said roughly. I gasped and hugged his body closer.

"Levi...god damn you had me so worried.." I said quietly. I hugged his body closer and soon felt shaky hands wrap around me.

"I'm sorry Eren...Im sorry I'm so weak.." Levi said. I felt his tears fall on to my shoulder.

"Levi you are not weak. If anything you're very far from it. If you have the guts to openly cry and say your gay knowing people are homophobic you are strong. I'm the weak one...not even telling you how much i love you." Guilt washed over me as i Said that statement.

Levi cried harder into my shoulder, knowing I meant what I said. "Eren I love you too...I'll never try to kill my self again..." Levi cried.

I smiled softly and lifted his head up. I pressed my lips against his, kissing him lovingly. Levi soon kissed back. After that day, Levi never tried to kill himself again. And he got the proper help he needed. Kenny was arrested for child abuse, and now Levi lives with me. His life is now happy with me.

And it'll always be that way till I die.

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Mmmmm well that was trash ;-; I actually do kinda hope that managed to spread a message. By message I mean the part where Eren says that Expressing yourself freely is a sign of strength, not weakness.

It's true as hell. Take those words to your grave people u_u anyways i hoped you enjoy. Peace out~

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