Baby Don't Cut

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Alright, I'm back from my death bed. Anyways, this is based off of a song my sister introduced me to and I just though it would be a great story. I suggest you listen to the song.
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3rd Person POV:

Eren cupped Levi's cheek, the raven resisting at each touch. The brunette sighed and turned toward's Levi. "Babe, you never let me touch you much apart from Kissing and holding hands. Did I do something?" Eren asked softly, looking into the stormy blue eyes of the raven.

Levi was silent, looking as though he wanted to say something but decided against it. Eren grabbed Levi's wrist, his eyes watering up. "Tell me Levi! Is it me?!" Eren repeated sadly.

"For fucks sake no Eren!" Levi yelled, tugging away his wrists and rolling down his sleeves, exposing cuts. Fresh ones and old ones "It's the fact You're too good for me!" Eren's expression softened as tears continued rolling down his cheeks.

"How long has this been going on?" Eren asked, running his hand down his wrist. Levi winced a bit, but managed to reply.

"Way before we dated. I guess I needed better luck." Said Levi, his sigh shaking.

Eren pulled Levi into his arms and yelled "Promise Baby you will never cut!" Levi was taken back by his words, but nodded, fisting Eren's shirt as tears slowly ran down his face. Eren tightened his embrace around the raven, scared he might lose him.

Levi was never one to break promises Eren thought Plus, I can help him through it!

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The next day at school Levi was feeling better than before. Even cracked a couple smiles as he walked the corridor. But that all seemed to change when he entered the classroom. He dropped his books and every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh.

Levi couldn't take it anymore as he dashed out the room. Texting Eren "I Love you with my soul and Heart To Death."

Eren thought nothing of it and texted "I love you." Eren looked at the words "By death" But shrugged it off. But he didn't know that Levi had literally just meant it.

Meanwhile, Levi was running all the way home. Ditching the last few of his classes as tears streamed down his face. The raven ran straight into the bathroom and grabbed a knife, thinking I couldn't break a promise that soon.

One Cut, Two cuts, three cuts, four. The blood kept on dripping from the bath tub to the floor. Levi felt his eye lids growing heavy as the blood continued streaming from his wrist. Levi was desperate to die, even if it meant no one saying good bye.

Eren had a feeling in his stomach that he hated, so he ran towards Levi house. The brunette never waited. He ran straight up to the bathroom and saw the raven, then his heart just started gunning. The brunette picked up Levi, Yelling our his name as his stormy blue eyes drifted out of consciousness.

Eren yelled out heavily "Somebody call an ambulance!" Eren quickly Went into the living room, dialing 9-1-1 into his phone.

"911 what's your emergency?" The 911 operator asked as Eren panted heavily.

"There's b-been a suicide attempt at the Ackerman household. Please hurry!" Eren yelled into the phone, fighting back tears as the limp raven in his arms skin grew paler.

"Okay Sir, theres an ambulance on the way." The 911 operator stated in a serious tone. Eren Said his thank you's and hung up, continuing yelling to Levi for him to wake up.

Eren's word had no effect, for death was waiting to greet Levi. Eren heard the sirens and bolted out the door, keeping a tight grip on Levi's frail body. The ambulance soon pulled up into the house and boarded Levi on to a hospital bed.

"Can I come? He's my boyfriend." Eren asked. The men exchanged looks before agreeing for the young brunette to come along.

Please Be okay Levi. I can't live without you! Eren thought to himself as he watched the doctors put a breathing mask on the raven's face. The brunette gripped Levi's cold hand, freeing a shaky breath.

They soon arrived to a hospital, where the doctor reported "Emergency." Nurses quickly carried Levi away, leaving Eren alone in the waiting room.

He could hear other doctors whisper amongst themselves saying "He lost a lot a blood" Or "The place looks like a murder scene!"

An hour later, the doctor enter the waiting room with a sour face. "Please excuse me for the words I'm about to say" The doctor said, adjusting his glasses "I'm for your loss." Eren just went collapsing. His own world. His own boyfriend!

"I thought you made a promise you would never cut.." Eren whispered to himself.

"Would you like to see him before we store away the body?" The doctor asked. Eren was quick to accept the offer. As the doctor lead Eren to Levi's room, giving him a glance of pity.

Eren rushed to Levi's dead body, cupping his cheek. His body was pale, and his eyes were closed. The brunette couldn't help to think that Levi looked to be at peace. Nurses left the room, saying their apologies as they closed the door, leaving the brunette alone with his late-boyfriend.

"I'm sorry I didn't make it on time" Eren said to the body, rubbing his cheek with his thumb as tears streamed from his face "If only I knew sooner..Then I could've helped you! I could've saved you!" Eren knew if he continued he would've collapsed. So the brunette exited the room, giving one last glance at the raven's pale figure before disappearing.

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Well, that was depressing. So, here's the new's on my idiotic life- I'm moving away from my mother and sisters to go live with my grandparents because I'm transferring schools ;-; I really don't wanna go back to Deercreek schools, but my home life with my mother is just..lonely. So once I move (Today or next Tuesday) I'll start uploading a little more frequently to make up for the time I've been gone.

P.S: If you ever feel like no one is going to help you, or you feel that you're better of dead, contact me. I don't want anyone going through feeling suicidal, and trust me, it sucks. I will tell you this- Your life is just beginning! If you feel like you've hit rock bottom and you can't go any farther, I've got some news for you. Dig up. I promise you all of you guys have potential on this world. I know, sometimes you want to go blow up your school but fear not. You are not alone. So please, If you feel like killing yourself, and you're scared to get help, contact me. Vent out whatever you need to vent. I can't promise you'll get better over night, but I can promise one day you'll feel so much better.

Anyways, Peace out girlies ❤️

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