Loving you Completely [Completed]

Chapter 32

Caleb’s P.O.V

After Michelle left I felt myself relax. “I can’t believe she has the guts to face me, I mean if her intension was to apologize and be friends then I would be totally fine with it. But to get back together, was she really crazy? I sigh now I have to explain myself to Snow.” I rub my temples, I think I’m gonna have a headache.

I walked out the music room to see Snow standing near the door. Right now I wished she couldn’t understand French. I looked at her “how much did you hear?”

“All of it” I closed my eyes afraid to see her looking hurt. It would just hurt me more.

“Caleb please look at me” I only turned my head towards her but didn’t dare to open my eyes. She held my face with her hands “Please open your eyes…” I opened my eyes to see her smiling. Why is she smiling?

“Snow…you don’t have to force yourself to smile when you’re hurt.” she only shook her head and then tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. This is what I’m afraid of but still she was smiling.

“Caleb, I’m not forcing myself to smile. I’m smiling ‘cause I’m happy, happy that you didn’t deny me, happy that you defended me and happy that you trusted me with your heart. I will never ever do anything to hurt you,” I wiped her tears and held her hands.

“I know Snow”

“But, I am hurt ‘cause she hurt you and because you didn’t mention this before.”

“I’m sorry; I didn’t think that it would be necessary. It happened a long time ago, but you’re right I should have told you about her.”

“Well, can you tell me now?” I only nodded.

“Let’s sit at the couch” we made our way to the living room and sat at the couch with her sitting at my lap and me hugging her from behind. I buried my face in the crook of her neck and taking another deep breath before starting.

“Her name’s Michelle Louse, she was my first girlfriend in France the girl I broke up with when I decided to put my work and studies first. I met her when I was 16; we were on the same class together. We became close when my best friend Matt introduced her to me. She’s really annoying actually, but then like other guys I fell for her charms. Some of my friends told me that she’ll just use me or play with me but I didn’t listen. Months passed by and well, we became even close until we she said yes to me. We went to different clubs together to different parties, you name it. If you want to know if we did it, then yes.

I was so in love with her that I didn’t even thought about her reputation ‘cause I thought I changed her. But one day I decided to call her. Her phone just kept on ringing so I thought something might have happened to her so I rushed to her house. I knocked on their door but no one answered so I’ve just let myself in. I went to her room but before I even got there I heard moaning from the inside. I just stood there outside her door and listened. I heard her moan again so I decided to knock. I heard more noises and whispers before she opened the door. She was only in a bathrobe so I asked her what she was doing ‘cause she wasn’t answering my calls, she told me she was showering.

I tried to let myself in in her room but she insisted on letting me wait in the living room ‘cause she said her room was a complete mess but I didn’t buy it. I forced myself in and saw my best friend with only his boxers sitting at the bed. I was hurt… really hurt but I didn’t show it. Instead I did what any betrayed guy would do; I punched him in the face more than once then got out of her house without looking back. The next day Matt went to apologize to me, I took his apology but didn’t forgave him right away. Few weeks past Michelle came to me apologizing but I never forgave her. I told her that it was over between us but she got angry and run. In that day on, I decided to get serious with my work and school. Years had passed and I moved on, I still see her at school but I wasn’t affected anymore unlike before. She made attempts to talk to me but I just ignored her. I didn’t want to listen to her petty reasons and lies. I never talked to her except today ‘cause I didn’t have a choice.

“So that’s what happened” She said breathlessly

“Yeah”

“How could she…” I could hear the sadness in her voice,

“Snow…”

“Do you still feel something for her?”

“Nothing Snow, I promise.” I made her face me then I looked at her straight in the eyes and said, “Snow I love you, she’s my past and you’re my present and hoped to be my future”

“Caleb…“

“Shh, you have nothing to worry about Snow; you’re the only girl in my heart. I felt her nodding.

“I love you too” I closed my eyes and kissed her forehead then her lips. I made sure to let her feel how much I love her.