Unexpected Love

Chapter 6

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"Haroon wait"

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I don't know why I stopped him. As he turned towards me I started to feel really nervous. He looked at me with a smile,

"yeah?" He continued to look at me expectantly. What do I say? why did I call him, I can't say that I don't really want him to leave because I feel safe with him sitting near me, it's not right for him to stay in my room.

"Pari everything ok?" he asked concerned as he walked back towards me. I quickly looked up at him and shook my head.

"everything is fine," I pulled my blanket around my shoulders. He stood in front of me at the side of my bed and reached out to touch my head.

"are you sure?"

"positive" I smiled at him. He moved his hand and gave my face a once over.

"Then? do you want me to stay?" He asked quietly

"No no, I just wanted to say thank you that's all" I answered quickly feeling shy. I was scared he would realise that I kind of did want him to stay. Not on my bed but just to sit in my room with me. But that would not be good for him and I have technically just met him, I still don't remember our past so I shouldn't really just let him sit in my room or be this comfortable with him. He just looked at me, smiled, ruffled my hair and said

"sleep" then turned and walked out of the door. I slid down to lay down on my bed. Strangely my room started to feel empty and cold. I wanted to laugh at my self, I was acting like one of those silly childish 'fangirls' that go crazy over a guy in seconds. I had been known to be very cruel to guys that tried to flirt with me or chase after me and had never even had a crush on a celebrity let alone ordinary guys. How was it possible that this guy that I had just met a few hours ago not only had my head in the dumpster but had me feeling all comfortable and safe around him. I wonder if maybe emotionally I remembered him despite my mind not being able to physically remember him. Or maybe I had been listening to too many of Aisha's love stories and got my head messed up. But I had to admit he was very handsome and very sweet. I rolled over on to my side and started to think about everything that happened. It had been one hell of a crazy day. I woke up to find a handsome man in my kitchen that had me feeling all over the place, from embarrassment to shyness and then later the same man went from being my "fiancee" to being my husband. It then just dawned on me that I am technically married and have been for around four years and have absolutely no recollections of this. I jolted up and sat down in my bed. Everything started to sink in.

"I am...I'm...married" I started to whisper. "I'm married, oh God Tahmana Ahmadzai you're married and you have no clue about it. You have been married for four years and you can't remember anything, Oh my God oh my God," I jumped off my bed and started pacing around my room, my hands on my head, "I am married, not just promised or engaged but married, and that also to a man that I don't remember or even know his last name." I started to panic and my voice started to get louder. I had my hands on my cheeks and sat squatted down on the floor in the middle of the room. "Shit, how is this possible, how...I can't be married...this has to be some sort of a nightmare...Come on Tamanah wake up" I started to lightly smack my cheek to wake my self up. My door opened and Haroon walked in,

"Hey what's wrong" he walked towards me and squatted down next to me.

"What's wrong? what's wrong is that I am married and I don't even know it" I stared at him angerly. I wanted to smack him. Was he dumb? He just looked at me and started to laugh.