Jess' pov.
I finished the song as I opened my eyes Lauren had a massive grin on her face. Then all of a sudden the doors to my bedroom flew open with a bag and a whip of air. I looked towards the door and my mum stood there with a massive grin just like Lauren's.
"MUM!!!" I shouted.
"You can sing? You were amazing pumpkin! Why didn't you tell me you have this amazing talent!" She said walking over to me giving me a side hug.
"Because I knew you would go all crazy like you are now!" I moaned.
"Well why wouldn't I when you have an amazing talent like me!" She laughed along with Lauren at her smart comment.
"Very funny!" I said pulling out of the hug "I don't know why you are acting like this because no one is going to here my voice!" I said. What it's not like I'm going to go on the XFactor is it???
"Well I'm going to go home I will text you when I'm home! See you tomorrow!" Lauren said as she got her phone and walked out the house.
"Well then since you won't do anything about your voice I will!" My mum said as she made her way out of my room and down the hall.
"MUM!!!" I shouted
After about 10 minuets I got a text from Lauren.
From Lauren
I'm home! X
To Lauren
Good! Xx
From Lauren
Just out of curious what do you want to be when your older? Xx
To Lauren
I think I want to be a window cleaner wbu? Xx
From Lauren
I wanna be a bin man! Xx
From Lauren
I MEAN BIN WOMAN BIN WOMAN NOT A MAN WOMAN!!!!
To Lauren
I was gonna say love! Xx
To Lauren
I think you need to go to a mental hospital love. X
From Lauren
Yeah and you need to go to specsavers! Haha
To Lauren
Excuse me I have very good eyes sit thankyou very much!!! X
From Lauren.
Oh so when you though I had a tattoo and it was a bracelet yeah you DEFFO don't need glasses! Haha x
To Lauren
Okay okay yeah your probably right with that one! Haha I will get my mum to take me!
From Lauren
I was joking kid!!
To Lauren
Oh?
I love mine and Lauren's conversations it's so funny. One time I laughed so hard that I feel over. That's how bad it gets. Anyways I got up from my bed and walked into my bathroom. I turned the shower on and hopped in. I let the hot water run down my pain skin and I washed through my body and hair. I wrapped a white fluffy towel around my body to let myself dry. I put on some one direction music and I danced about whilst brushing my teeth. Lauren HATES one direction! To bad she is missing out on all the fun. Once I'm dried I tup on an over sized top on and my pant. I hopped into bed as I turned the bed side light off. I closed my eyes as I dream about how perfect harry styles is.
I woke up the next morning and mum came into my room.
"Morning sweetpea" she said sitting on the edge of my bed.
"Morning" I replied then I remembered. "Mum will you take me to Lauren's? She left her jacket here yesterday"
"Yeah sure, you get ready, I'll be downstairs. Do you want anything to eat?" She asked. I shook my head. When I was dressed I went downstairs and me and mum went into her car to go to Lauren's.
Once we got to Lauren's I knocked on the door waiting for her to answer me. I held the jumper in my hands and I rang the door bell In case she didn't hear me knocking. After 5 minuets of knocking I got worried what if she is back at the hospital. It's not healthy for her to be there all the time. I have seen the marks on her arms from all the stress she is in just from watching her mum die. I love Lauren to bite and to see her like this killed me. I ran as fast as I could back down her front garden and to the car. "Mum hospital now!" I said. Mum didn't have to say anything because she knew what I meant. Of course being in the rush that we were in the light had to change to red ever time making us slow. As soon as mum pulled up to the hospital I ran out of the car and into the hospital reception. I remember the room number as I couldn't wait to get the life so I ran up the stairs and made it to the 8th floor. I wasn't going to stop until I know where Lauren is and that she is okay. I ran into her mums room but I couldn't find Lauren. I looked all over the hospital room making sure not to wake up Lauren's mum. Then the only place I haven't checked was the bathroom. I made my way over to the bathroom shaking as I put my hand on the handle I pushed it down not wanting to make a loud noise. I opened the door and that when my heart shattered into bits. Lauren was standing in front of the mirror with a blade in her hand. The blood ran down her wrist and onto the clean white floor. I started to cry. As she could hear me cry she turned around. "I'm sorry Jess but I can't do this anymore" that was all she said.
"What are you talking about. Lauren listen to me. You need to stop you are beautiful in every way you don't need to do this to yourself. Your mum may be dying and yes I don't know how hard it is or what your going through but listen to me. Don't do this to yourself. I don't want my best friend to think that she isn't good enough to be here anymore. I don't want you to go. I don't want you to leave. But listen to me when you cry I will cry. When you smile it makes me smile. When you laugh it make me feel happy to know that your happy. I can't watch you like this it just brakes my hear to know that my best friend isn't happy with herself for something that isn't your fault. I know it's hard but please don't put yourself through all of this. You are everything to me. Without you my life is nothing. Just please Lauren. " I say crying my eyes out. She dropped the blade from her blooded hands and ran over to me.
Suddenly mum burst in the bathroom and a look of worry, concern and sadness took over her face when she saw Lauren's arms.
"Lauren, hunnie..." Mum said slowly approaching the two of us. "What happened lovely?" She asked I looked at her and slowly guided my eyes over to the razor blade covered in blood, mum followed my gaze and her face was shocked. She took Laurens arms in her hands before dropping them and wrapped her arms around her shaken body tightly. Lauren hugged her back watching where she put her bloody arms on mums white top.
Laurens POV
I'd cleaned my arms and Jess had just came to tell me Nicole wants to talk to me privately I gulped nervously and went to find her. When I'd found her I sat next to her.
"Hey" I said
"Hey sweetie" she replied "so Jess told me what you said to her in the bathroom"she said as worry over took me.
"Everything?"
"everything" she stated. "So me and Jess have decided, I've spoken to Lewis and he's agreed to let you come live with us."
"But-" I started but was cut off.
"Im not taking no for an answer" I sat and thought about it for a while before sighing.
"Fine. What exactly did you tell Lewis?"
"That you're mums not well and your struggling to cope with it" she said softly, I nodded "he understands completely and were all gonna help you okay"
"Okay" I said. I don't need help but I thought its best not to argue.
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Finding our Voices {Nicholas McDonald & Sam Callahan}
FanfictionLauren's life changes when just another normal girl helps her from being bullied at school. Jess' mum is Nicole. Yes the famous singer! Lauren is going through a hard time with her mum being ill and starting to die. But what's happens if Lauren is...
