Battle Scars~ Kiribaku

59~ Battle Scars

Battle Scars~
The Song

Teach me how to forget,
Teach me how to live without the Pain
Teach me how to love,
Because i need a rest.

Fought my entire Life,
No time to take a breath,
All i wantet was to be safe,
But all i got was this damn faith.

I'm tired of running,
But I can't stay still,
My dreams are stunning,
But my days are the Hell.

Show me how to heal,
All these hundreds of Scars in my Soul.
My desire is the demons meal,
While the Shadows in my head rule.

Teach me how to forget,

Teach me how to look at the Sunset,

Teach me how to live, without the Pain,
While tears dropping down like Rain.

Teach me how to love,
'cause I don't know,
I can't move,
While i'm drowning low.

Show me how to Heal,
These Hundreds of
Battle Scars in my Soul.

Tell me, why do I can't forget?

Tell me, why do I can't erase these Memorys?

Tell me, how I can smile though
the Darkness,
When my inside is only a giant Mess?

Tell me, how can I live with all these Pain, falling down like rain, with all these Scars, of all these Wars?

But You shine golden,
A single shooting Star,
Stopped all the war,
Ripped away the dark Night,
As I try to fight.

My head full of demons,
Too weak to run,
I've lost my riot,
Where did all if this begun?

My Body full of scars,
I could shatter into pieces,
Too weak from all these Wars,
I should Scream at you for being so reckless.

My Voice is Broken,
While I'm out of Control,
My Mouth too afraid to Open,
As i play my role.

My Hands are Shaking,
Sweat rushes down,
While my inside is breaking,
Like a shattered Crown.

My Soul is drowning,
The dark blue colores captured me,
I'm tired of Hoping,
Drowning in this endless sea.

Teach me how to forget,
All these Nights full of regret,
Teach me how to live,
without the Pain,
'cause it's Falling down like rain.

Teach me how to Love,
'cause i've Never been,
All these Monsters from above,
They have seen Things that Nobody has seen.

You're Hand is reaching mine,
My Weak Hand tries to touch,
I'm blended by your golden Shine,
While my demons try to hush.

Putting me out of the Darkness,
I was drowning so helpless,
Wanting me to Rest,
As if it were a test.

Youre eyes glowing red,
Looking at my broken self,
As you tell me i'm not dead.

You're golden shine heals mine,
Tears stopping,
Telling me I will be fine,
As i feel my heart dropping a line.

Teached me how to forget,
Teached me how to Live, without the Pain,
Telling me my Life would be never the same.

My Battle Scars started glowing,
As I woke up to you every Morning.

I've Left my Past behind me,
New people around me,
As I could'nt thank enough that they found me.

I follow your golden heart,
Shining bright from the Start,
Even if my way was hard,
My heart keeps beating for you.

I open my Wings,
flying high above the Sky,
like a Symbol,
That Our new Live has begun,
And our Souls starting to glow at the rising Sun...~

Ja, und hiermit ist unsere reise zuende,*schnief*, aber ich danke dir, lieber Leser, das du bis zum ende dran warst, mir mit Votes und Kommentaren ein Lächeln auf die lippen gezaubert hast, und mich auf dieser Reise begleitet hast.
Danke.
Ich hätte nie erwartet, dass dieses Buch mal bekannt wird, geschweige denn so beliebt oder so lang. Es wird noch ein 60 kapitel geben, wo es nochmal etwas mehr text gibt.
(und weil 60 besser aussieht als 59, ihr wisst schon XD)

Und hiermit verabschiede ich mich vorerst, wir lesen uns, meine kleinen Flauschbälle, die mich auf dieser Reise durch die Geschichte begleitet haben!

~eure Stella, die echt traurig ist das diese Geschichte schon zuende ist.
*schnief*
*schnaubt in das Taschentuch wie ein Elefant*
*schnief*
*hochzieher*
okay...dann mal bye...
*heul*

{737 Wörter *schnief*}

*In my head, there is a space,
While i'm running in the Living Race,
Dont stop till i see your Face,
With all your beatifoul grace,
that stops me from Breaking apart, 'cause you Loved me right from the Start.*
-Stella Silvermoon, 2019