𝗷𝗲𝗿𝗸 - 𝗻𝗮 𝗷𝗮𝗲𝗺𝗶𝗻

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i head out of the rooftop, and i decide to leave school , and go to my favorite place outside of school . i go to this nearby lake that no one goes to. i take out my journal and start writing into it . its like my diary. i have always been able put my feelings in whenever i write , and i'm  finally able to let out all the anger , stress , and sadness i've had  inside .

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i've been here for about 4 hours now , and i decided go back to my house . once i step foot into my house , i just smell alcohol, and the smoke of cigarettes . i walked in very slowly not wanting my dad to hurt me . i accidentally dropped a glass bottle , that was on top of the cabinet. my dad comes running down , and yells at me saying he wishes i was dead , and wishes i would have died instead of my mother. he got the glass , and crashed it against my head . i laid there , helplessly trying to get some help , but it all went black .

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i woke up in the same position and same place , but this time is was fairly quiet . i checked everywhere , but my dad wasn't home . i was relieved, and went to go take a shower . once my head hit the water , a sharp pain flew through my body , and i remembered what my dad did yesterday, and probably left me a cut up in my head . i got out of the shower and decide to look cute today .

i did some messy space buns , with a really cute outfit , since i was actually in a good mood .

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i head out with light makeup applied to my face and get to school just on time . everyone stare was on me , and i didn't like the feeling , but i just kept walking . i went to class , and everyone was gossiping about this girl getting pregnant. i wasn't to interested , so i didn't pay attention . the teacher came in , and was about to start , when suddenly this person came barging into the class . it was jaemin , and he was panting and sweating . " hey miss , sorry i'm late , my alarm didn't go off , and i over slept" . the teacher told jaemin to sit , and he sat next to me . TO ME ! ISNT THAT GREAT! he kept hitting my foot under the table , and when the teacher looked away , he slapped me super hard , the teacher heard , but he gave an excuse and said "i slapped my cheek because i wasn't awake " the teacher believed it , and kept teaching . he was about to slap me again , until i grabbed his wrist , and slapped him . HARDER.
he was shocked and so was everyone else . the teacher saw , and told me i was getting detention.

i was about to speak until jaemin pushed me off the desk . i fell and busted my lip . all i can see in his eyes right now is pure anger .